Thursday, August 14, 2008
5:13 PM
Sick and Bad
Well, I feel quite sick and bad now. =/

I feel that I am going to have a fever soon which I hope I am wrong. =/ I don't want a fever during my exam. It will definitely spoil my thinking and analytical skills. I always sweat and feel really hot these days even though I on my aircon and have it blow directly at me at its lowest temperature. Haiz~~~ Hope I can get well as soon as possible.

Next thing is that I really need someone to punch me to wake me up. Pull me from my laziness to my motivation!!! Mock is really important to me and yet I still haven't touched any of my subjects just except those revisions done in my class which I simply wrote answer without refering to the notes(almost all wrong). I thought I can get motivated when I realised I really know nothing of those subjects but it seems like none of them really frightened me =/ Oh gosh.. what can I do now? Hope by tomorrow, I can at least finish studying my Chemistry application.

Another thing is that I feel so bad because I am spoiling my own friendship which I just realised. Before, I thought it was my friend doing that but it was actually me. Being too panaroid and over-react to everything. And being too "sticky" to my friend causes a distance in between. =/ Guess, I really need to hit myself very hard to wake myself up. Stop all these stupid stuffs. HAHA

Anyway, just now went to play Rummy again. This time, I shared with Calvin and won $49 altogether. HAHA... =P I think I get banned by them soon. HAHA

Bah, I guess this is all for today. Night~

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