Thursday, May 21, 2009
8:01 PM
this hour....
Suppose I'm lying on my bed and dreaming now.. but then.. I just can't sleep. I guess another depression.. another down.. sad.. pathetic...

Well, I don't know.. I just have strange feelings inside. I don't know whether it is positive or negative. Suppose I felt happy by now but it is like something is opposing it, make me feel guilty? what's is wrong with me? Well, I really don't know.

I began to be panaroid again these days and digging memories.. good or bad =S well sort of torture myself with some of my thoughts.

I thought I have brought myself into life.. a happy life.. but do I? I really doubt it. Somehow, I just feel like crying, have my tears wash away my hate my unhappiness. And go to the beachside and shout as loud as I can. I suppose I just need some means to relieve myself. Something that can keep me up all times to let me forget of something.

If I have hurt anyone these days, I am sorry for that. When I am in this kind of period, my temper is uncontrollable. My attitude and my words will be rude. If you get offended, you have my apology. I don't wish there is any misunderstandings... if you think there is, don't hesitate to come to me, you will have my explanation.

Sigh.. I have a hard time during this hour... I don't think I will be able to sleep =/

And I don't know who I can get to.. and eventhough there is one, I also don't know what actually is my problem. It is like bees buzzing in my mind =S

I guess another maintenance mode is on? haha =S =/ =[

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6:09 AM
Farewell Xiong
Hello peeps! How's life? =D Well, if you're asking me what am I up to these days, the answer is "SERIES, TV SERIES" and music.. song...

Anyway, I just finished watching" FRINGE", a tv series from FOX. Oh MY GODD it is awesome and cool. Worth to watch it




Fringe follows the exploits of FBI special agent Olivia Dunham, mad scientist Walter Bishop, and his son “jack of all trades” Peter Bishop as they investigate aspects of fringe science (rare diseases, cryptids, transhumans with psychic abilities, teleportation, and so forth). All over the world, a series of apparent experiments collectively referred to as "the Pattern" (e.g., a newborn baby who rapidly ages and dies within a few hours, a bus full of passengers trapped in a strange substance like mosquitoes in amber) are occurring for reasons unknown. Olivia, Peter, and Walter are in charge of investigating these strange events to determine their source. Connected to the Pattern is Massive Dynamic, a leading global research company that holds the patents for a number of new and important technologies. Their enemy is ZFT, a bioterrorist organization which is orchestrating all of the strange occurrences in order to prepare for a destructive technological singularity.

This series inspired me to learn more in science now lol and regain my interest in chemistry and biology lol

I can't wait for the season 2 which coming soon in this fall in US. =/ that is long. BUT I will wait. haha and since I finished FRINGE and I have nothing to do, so I grab PrisonBreak season 1 and watch it, I found it quite interesting too lol.

Okay.. I know my life sucks.. only watch tv and internet and sleep. =/// but I can't anything else to do. Oh yea, I already stop my game, wow.... so yea. Please grab me to any activity before I die of boredom in my room lol

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Weixiong is leaving soon.. tomorrow.. >.< Farewell dude! All the best and best wished to "life" and academic over there =D when I pay a visit to KL, I will pay you a visit but I don't know when is that =S my june trip is unconfirmed due to H1N1 =SS Anyway, I heard that there was a farewell dinner for him yesterday, and I wasn't informed(I guess someone just don't want to see me) But well, to me, you're a nice and caring friend =] can say that I am lucky to know you haha...

The only one on one photo with him which was taken last year ><

Well, keep in touch ya? buh-bye dude =)

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
10:33 AM
Past is past...
If thing is meant to be history, let it be...
If thing is not meant to be yours, let it go...
Smile and forget it...

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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
8:31 AM
一个人
[一个人]

我又一个人走在公园里散步

抬头望着月光散落的孤独
寂寞的风吹来不安和难过
我已明白我们已走到最后

回忆徘徊在无人夜静的路途
我只能关上门一个人痛哭
忘不了逃不掉挂念的束缚
闭上眼结束这最后的旅途

我好舍不得 那快乐的开始
我好想从头 回到刚开始的序幕
好想再一次 再一次牵你的手
一起看海岸线等待着日出

我好舍不得 忘了所有故事
一个人生活 难免会迷失了自我
走过的路途
回想的时候
寂寞终究比快乐还多

一个人有的时候或许自由一些......
Sometimes, you feel free when you are alone......

一个人有的时候或许快乐一些......
Sometimes, you feel happier when you are alone......


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Tuesday, May 05, 2009
2:59 PM
SICK!!!
Arghhhhh... I'm sick now and it is not fun because all come at once. =.=

Coughing.... Sneezing.... Sorethroat(swollen).... Dizzy.... Fever.... Backache.... ZZZ

My friend told me why some are like SWINE FLU. LOL! No, I don't have swine flu, no worry.

Well, I have to blame myself for getting sick.

I slept late. I slept anytime(no fixed). I don't sleep sometimes.

I played and drank too much? I sang too much?

I didn't exercise. I didn't exposed to sunlight for a long time. I don't eat fruits.

LOL. My life is dead... same as my body.. DEAD RIP! =X

Sigh... I just hope I get well soon =/

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Saturday, May 02, 2009
11:00 AM
WOW!
WOW =/= world of warcraft here. It is really the expression, WOW!

Yesterday morning, I went for breakfast with Daniel and KingLin at KAYU. Well, my 1st time there and I didn't know what to do, then they said "roti tisu" quite famous. And the waitress said so too. SO... I ordered it ><

Look at this...

IT IS SO BIG =.= I can't even finish a quarter of it. lol It tastes sweet and oily lol and $3 for a big "tissue"

When the waitress took it to our table, she was laughing. Then the other customers around us also laughed. =.= Well, so paiseh. LOL And we were laughing too and I asked her, mana boleh makan? besar eh. LOL

HAHA

Next time when I'm going to have a party, I will just order few pieces of tissue that's all. Easy and economical and definitely you will get full. XDDD

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