Tuesday, January 30, 2007
10:27 AM
Oh My God!!!
Today is a suprising day of 2007!!!

The result is out and I think everyone already know about it.

When I was visiting the website, the result is out. I was very afraid to see it because what if I score badly for my exam? But still, I downloaded it and opened it. When I reached my name, It started with a '9'(means 9 credits).. Then, ENG/A <--- OMG?! Did I see wrongly? An A's for English... Then continue with BM/B and followed by all A's... Whoa~!

I scored 8 A's and 1 B's... OMG? Am I dreaming? I ran to my mother's room and knocked the door. I was trembling that time. I asked her to double check for me... And it is true...

I afraid that the result slip I saw in the site was a fake one... Because of the unbelieveable result that I scored... Then slowly, my friends congrated me in the MSN and Teacher Karen told me, she saw my result in the diskette... So, I believe this isn't a dream... Hehe =D

I am so happy and hyper-satisfied with my result...Finally, no more worries and depression for me!!! YEAH!!! No more waiting...

Anyway, congrats to all my friends... If you think you didn't score well, don't worry because this isn't the end of your life... Cheers =D

Lastly, Congrats to ChungSun for scoring 10A's and the only A's scorer for BM in our school. Congrats to JieMing for scoring 9A's. Congrats to those who score 8A's(include me).

- Congrats and Cheers =D!!! -

For your info:
10A's = 1 person
9A's = 1 person
8A's = 4 person
7A's = 9 person
in CHMS 2006 NOV O Level Examination!
(correct me if I count wrong)

*I did count wrongly for both 8A's and 7A's...Already corrected!


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Sunday, January 28, 2007
7:10 PM
许玮伦
刚刚在我的耳边传来了一个噩耗,那就是许玮伦离开人世了!天啊,真的是无法致信!

昨天,看新闻时,许玮伦出了车祸,处于昏迷状态,腹腔出血,非常的严重。然而,就在7:37pm @ 28/1/2007,因不治而死亡。正是她事业旺,事事顺时,为什么会发生这样的事呢!

我个人非常欣赏她的演出,也蛮喜欢她的,但是却无法再看到她的演出了。

当我看到这个新闻时,我心里感到蛮伤心、不舍。

这件事件过后,我想了一会儿,认为我们真得要把握好现在拥有的一切,因为我们都不知道下一秒会发生什么事。生命诚可贵!

现在只有向许玮伦这一位女艺人致敬!希望她的家人、朋友、粉丝能够早些走出悲伤!

2007, 这一年,一开始似乎就有蛮多不好的事情发生。希望接下来大家能够平平安安的!

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5:35 PM
Notice for this week
Sorry for nothing new to be posted here in my blog.

Recently, I don't have the mood to keep in touch with anyone nor communicate with myself. This is a sudden feeling and I don't know what is the cause and what made me do this decision. Suddenly, I just feel like to leave my world alone and alone... Nobody is allow to disturb my life.

My now and only entertainment is the TV and show downloaded from the internet. These two are the only things that I desire now.

I think I lost the inspiration for the life and I don't feel like to do anything that is interesting or exciting.

My health condition isn't that good as the past. I have trouble with my eyes, my face, my body, and my nose. There is one thing accompany me these days, and it is the BLOOD. Blood from the nose, blood in the eye. Sigh~

Anyway, this is just a notice(for those who care about me. Are there?) to show that I'm still alive in this world. I'm just imprisoning myself to stay untouch from this world.

Again, I think this blog will be unactive for a week times.

Result~ Are you an excitement or a nightmare to me?

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Friday, January 19, 2007
5:04 PM
Dance
I realised that my physical strength and health is getting worse these days, mainly due to the unactive life that I am having now. And also, the duration that I exposed to sunlight. For which, I think that I have already a few days that didn't interact with the precious sunlight.. Hehe...

For that, I tried to do some exercises in the house. I start with some sit-ups and maybe jumping in my room. However, I reckon these work out didn't help me much, for that, I think of dancing(this surely will help a lot).

When I started the searching in the net for some MV or Dance moves teaching clip, I come across a stupid dance "爱X无限大". It isn't stupid but the singer named it. From the MV, it seems extra easy to learn but the fact is that it isn't(for a beginner like me(noob)). It is indeed tiring and need many cooperate for the head, legs and hands.

I found the Dance moves teaching video in YOUTUBE and I downloaded it and converted it into a normal video file and started the learning. I just started it a few hours ago, still haven't master yet.

Last time, I ever learn "爱你" and "舞娘" but I gave up before mastered them =P Haha...

These days, I think I am not longer worry about the result because it is our fate, so, just face it when it comes! For this, I would like to thank someone =D

Still got to learn the dance moves for that dance tomorrow...

CNY and the result-out day are getting nearer(round the corner?)! One is happy and one is dreadful.. Sigh~

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Monday, January 15, 2007
5:51 AM
Sorry!
当我正在踏着我所承诺的“华文版的思念”,我发现实在是太冗长了,就好像在写一分报道。哈哈~

或许是我太习惯写一些散文、故事了。一写就不会停(是不知道如何停 =P)。

所以,在此说声“对不起!”,没有把这一份“报道”po上来。

虽然,没有po上来,但那并不表示我就不思念你们了。你们在我心中的地位是不会变的,所以我还是非常思念你们的!

我们所拥有的情感是无法割断的,是我要珍惜到老的 =D

总而言之,我想你们啦~

但是目前,我还是把重心放在成绩上。Hai~ 我还是很担心呢~ 虽然我有把握,但是就是有一种莫名的焦虑用上我的心头!救命啊!希望一切都是一个圆满的结局!希望大家的成绩都“榜上提名”!

最后,再献上一句:“对不起!”

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Saturday, January 13, 2007
5:37 PM
Worry~
Before the Chinese post, I will like to post something that I really worry about lately. I think it isn't me who is worrying about it but also all the candidates of GCE 'O' Level.

Rumors about the date that the result is out spread like fire that it is now not only a rumor, apparently, it is a notice and BIG(approved) news! Some said it is 27th of this month, but some said 29th... quite many versions for this rumor, but all the dates are just before February and after 27th of this month... So, it might true that the result will be out between 27th and 29th January.

I think you've saw my pm in msn, written that 27th~29th is dreadful. Haha... Few people asked me about it... I though it is already very obvious..

But still, this is rumor... Maybe the result doesn't out during that time? Haha...

After the exam till yesterday, I didn't worry about my result and had sort of confident that I will score good grade for them. But, everything changed tonight, after I chatted with few friends. Memory clips started to play in my mind. The clips that taken during the exam period. I started to worry about my language whether the story is too dramatic or not....especially my English.

I had chosen a easy topic to write about. The topic is "Describe the journey/way to your school" I don't really remember the topic =P But something like this la.

A summary of what I had written:

1st para = give an overview of what I experience and see during the journey. The reason that I choose to walk to my school instead of using car. The duration is about 20minutes

2nd para = start with a breakfast and describe the great weather outside. After departing from my house(flat), the road is almost empty as it is still early morning. Describe how the shop owner prepare for their business. Describe how they help each other. Greet them as I passed them.

3rd para = As the time passes, more cars gather at the road. Describe the drivers' face expression(some relax, some in hurry). Soon, reach a turn and enter a garden. Describe the smooth atmosphere at there and people exercise at there. Describe how harmony is the atmosphere there and also the beautiful scene of the plants and ponds and birds.

4rd = Reach a housing area located just in front of the school. Lot of students walk out from their house and some walk in group and talk. I wak alone as they are all my juniors and seniors. Describe the road along the housing area(shady as many trees are planted in the house).

5th = Exit the housing area, there is a bridge before the school main entrance. I wrote that I like to stand on the bridge to see the turbulent river. See how the river flow and tell myself that I should excel myself in the school just like the flow of the river(fast and strong).

6th = almost time, enter the school. wrote that it is best for me to walE

-The end-

Is it a bit too dramatic and how will the examiner think when he/she read it? I am really worry about my compo which I was very confident on it. Sigh~

Tell me what you think about it.

For the other 2 languages, I think I did well than Eng. Just hope for the best for my result.

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Tuesday, January 09, 2007
7:41 PM
How I miss...
[I miss you alot. I miss you even more] extracted from "Shut up" by Black Eyes Pea.

I have been telling people that I miss them but I guess you guys don't know how I really miss you guys... So, I decided to post something to show how I really miss you guys...

It has been quite a time that we didn't meet each other in person. I really miss the moment that we had in the class. The laugh, the noise, the cry, the scold, the hissing sound, the foods, the smell, the walking here and there... Now, I really need a time machine to get back to the past, so that I could enjoy those moments again. This may sounds ridiculous, but I really.. sigh...

When we are in school, having lessons, we are always thinking of the holiday. When we are in holiday, having nothing to do, we are always thinking of the lessons.

Agree? Maybe not really lessons, just we need some excitements to spice up our life! Maybe a small gathering with friends, an out-going with friends, a small party to fool with...

To those who are currently in other countries for their studies, I really really really MISS you... How I wish I were there with you... But I know it is quite impossible.. So, the only things that I can do is stay close with the MSN or keep on update my blog, to let you to catch up my life with me(I dunno whether you'll visit or not though).. And, the next thing is to wait for your return or visit to Brunei next time...

You might still question(or maybe query) me... For your information, I have been dreaming of you guys(classmates and friends)... Really, in my dream... We talked and laughed... The venue was in the class... But I can't recalled the contents... Just a blur memory stored in my brain... So, this is an evidence, a real proof to show that how I really miss you guys...

Soon, the result will be out and the college will start the registration for us... So, I can meet up with them who are still in Brunei and study in MD or PTE...

You might wonder why don't I ask them to come out and have fun? Well, I have thought about this, but I ain't an organiser and never ask ppl to come out before... It was always people ask me to go out... So, I don't know who to call...

Somehow, I have been thinking that whether you guys miss us too? or it is just us who miss you guys? But of course, this isn't important... Haha...

How much you miss a person is according to the level of the relationship and how important are you in his/her mind. So, we can't force people to miss us... Haha...

I really miss you guys(both in Brunei and overseas)!!!

Really have to keep in touch and Friends 4eva!!!

^^Tak3 Car3^^

P.s. The next post will be in Chinese(maybe).

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Friday, January 05, 2007
7:32 PM
What did I do?
I am trying my best to make life not that dead and meaningless. I did a lot of things recently... and I am enjoying my life(getting better).

First of all, I am back to *serious* piano practicing... I am thinking of mastering the score "菊花台"(Ju Hua Tai) by Jay.. It is quite challenging for me due to the jumping notes(which is over 2 octaves) and the stretching chords. However, I am getting used to it as I practiced... Had you hear this song before? You must have heard it because it is my blog's background music(played by Jay).

Second, I am currently hyper-active in Friendster but my friendster network is too small and I can't do much things on it... I am writing testimonials to those who I lost contact with and who I want to write on =D If you need one, tell me, when I'm free and able to write, I'll write... Oh ya, no promise first(because I might forget) =P

Third, I have been searching lotsa songs from the net and found many nice songs. Currently, I am listening to :
  1. 笔记 - 周笔畅
  2. 想唱就唱 -
  3. 绿袖子 - 元若蓝
  4. 123木头人 -黑涩会妹妹
  5. 有你真好 - 范玮琪 杨丞林
  6. 米老鼠/天使/为爱而生 - 五月天
and many other nice songs... =D

Lastly, I have been doing quite a number of recordings =P but of course, this can't be publicize... Eventhough, I am going to publicize, it is just a crime... Haha... because the hospital will be busy and many people might die... =P

No public upload, but maybe can sharing... Haha... Of course, only share with specific people... Who are them(you might curious)? Haha... It is .... ME!!!! Haha...

Sorry... I don't have the gut to show it out... Hehe...

Above is what I had did lately...

But still, I want an exciting and interesting job... =D

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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
7:20 PM
Lost
I have lost a lot of thing... But my biggest lost is that I lost myself... Sigh..

I lost the excitement in my life, everything turns really boring to me... I really don't know what to do now... All I can do is just searching and searching without knowing what am I searching about...

I lost my memory... Really, I have a short-term memory loss recently... I become quite blur and somehow, don't know what am I doing at the time... I can't even remember what he/she said a minute ago... Sigh...

I lost my time... My time is just following the USA time, i think... I sleep when the sun is about to rise and wake up nearly 2pm... and this situation has already last for 3 weeks... I know my body is going to corrupt if I am still allowing this to happen... I have tried to sleep earlier... let say, I lie on the bed around 1am but still I remain awake till 4am, then only I fall asleep...Sigh...

Now, it is really late and I am still blogging?!

I really want to find back the normal me and my life!!!

Next, I lost a lot of friends in Brunei, but they are in foreign countries now to study... It isn't really a "lost", it is just I can't see them face to face until they come back to Brunei... I really miss them, somehow, some of them appear in my dream... Although I can't remember the dream's contents, I still remember their figure in my dream...

"人总是在失去后才后悔" / "人总是在失去后才知道珍惜"

Direct translate :: Only when we lost, then we will treasure and regret... get me?(sorry for the poor English)

To my friends(overseas):
Good luck in your study. I will bless you together with the God.. Hehe... All the best at there and meet a lot of friends and learn many new things... Although new things and friends are good, don't forget about the old one here, especially me!!! Haha... I am serious... Hehe...

To my friends(Brunei):
Heard that MD isn't that easy to enter this year as there is a lot of over-standard and crazy guys in our level. So, the chances is getting lower... I, somehow, quite worry that I can't enter.. Sigh... Really worry about the result recently... So, I can't really say that "meet in MD"... This sounds like a promise... But anyway, let hope all of us can get into MD undoubtfully. *pray*

Recently, I am thinking of getting myself a part-time job, to kill my boring life and to earn some income... But I don't know where to get one... and I don't know how to get one, either... Still have lot of days to go... wonder how can I survive...

In addition, not really many movies show during Jan and the Mall is already very boring to shop with... and really nowhere to go... Sigh~

BRUNEI IS SO DEAD!!! But BRUNEI IS SO PEACE!!! Hehe...

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Monday, January 01, 2007
6:34 PM
It is 2007
2006 is now a history... Whatever we did and we experienced last year have become our precious lessons for now... Take it as a precaution and sample and let us boost our life this year...

2007? What should I / we do? Any plan? For me, there is a plan...

2007... I want to try the things that I haven't tried before in the past... I want to start finance my money and do something related to business... and of course, going to deal with my current status... hehe.. Well, this is just a maybe...

How about you guys? Any BigBig plan?

Anyway, hope all of us will have a nice begin for 2007 and of course, a nice ending for 2007!!!

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