Haha. Suddenly comes up with this melody and lyrics in mind. So, I decided to record it down. This time, it is just the vocal only, because it is the midnight so I can't play the piano and record down. So, if you're going to listen, go ahead =) Oh yea, this is just the chorus part.
Sometimes, one can be really stupid that he is doing something that is just wasting his life and time and in the end, he get nothing. A pity one. Although he had a bad experience in the past but still he attempted the same thing and ended up with the same ending. He know how bad and sad he was last time but why can't he be aware this time and not to get himself involve in this stupid thing again?
Sometimes, he can't blame anyone but himself. There is no point to blame others because they never care. So, never believe that one will be guilty when one is blaming one. Well, it just making the whole thing getting worse.
Sometimes, one can be really blind. He always go for someone that is hard to be together and ignore those are already around him. Maybe, he would said that he likes to take challenges but in the end, he is the one regret of taking those challenges. And those who were around him are gone. =/
Sometimes, one is treating someone nice just because he feels like to do it. But, one won't like to be treated like nothing, especially from those who he really cares. Not necessary treat him really nice. What he want is just an acknowledge to his existence. No one would like the feeling of being isolated or being ignored. This is really hurting. =/
Sometimes, it will be better to let everything out of sight and be alone. At least, you won't be facing lot of problems. =)
Just back from the selection process.. I am totally exhausted now and feel bad.
I know I did really badly for this selection and I never going to dream that I will get this scholarship. Sigh~ The written test was okay. But for today, my speech was hard, and I think I get a bit off the topic and my speaking really bad. Then the group debate was fine, I enjoyed it.
Next was the interview... This is really bad bad bad. I thought I am going to enjoy it very much but maybe this is the first experience that being interviewed by 6 persons at a time. I get nervous. And my hearing really bad also. I can't really catch what they actually asking me. And when I answered, they were smiling, and I think I answered wrongly. Those questions really hard to answer and somehow, I can't even think of an answer to the question. Sigh~
Everything ends now. Well, time to catch the work and get as many A's as I can!!! =)
Derick Chua, the owner of this boring blog. He is going to hit 21 by 12 Nov 2010 which is a sad thing because it sounds really old.
He is currently studying MORSE in Uni. of Warwick which he struggles a lot but he believe he can overcome all obstacles one day(hmm...).
He is a great musics lover and he is yet to be a good composer(hopefully a great one in the future). He is always a clown in front of people.
The biggest lies that he ever told are: he is shy and he is gorgeous superstar(LOL). Well well well.. overall Derick is CRAZY.