Thursday, November 30, 2006
9:58 AM
Boring
Now, I can understand those who didn't have transport to go out when was invited.

I am in this problem now and for the whole holiday.

Whenever I am asked to go out, my answer will be:" Sorry... No transport..."

What a pity! I really want to go out and not just stay at home doing something useless...

Everyone is making the holiday as colourful and meaningful as they can and what have I done for my holiday? Facing my laptop and laughing at the TV and chatting in MSN?

It doesn't mean that I don't like these stuffs... I want to meet with friends in reality and talk!! TALK!!!

My mother had asked me to go for vacation by myself but I know if I do this, it will be boring and dangerous indeed... Then, she said how about a group? I don't think it is possible... so I give up!

To get rid of this meaningless holiday, I tried to master my Flash skill and to read more on English... I am now re-reading "Harry Potter The Order of The Phoenix"... I read it aloud but of course to myself only... Still having problem when reading and pronouncing the words... Haiz~

I want to play PS2 but there isn't any game which is nice for me to play... Just get bored when I started to play it... So I give up again...

Recently, my cousins are having their vacation at Thailand, so no one will play Rummy/Mah-jong with me... sob~ I think I am addicted and know what, this is currently my income source during this long long holiday...

Hmm... how about you guy come and play with me? We can play without using money just the chip for fun... Hehe... if any of you interested, let me know... and if there is enough people, then can come liao... Haha... I am so bad that I am luring you guys(pure) to gamble!!! Haha...

Since I am alone at home(actually with my grandpa), you people can visit if you want... Hehe... but you have to know that I didn't have many stuffs for you to play with... Just come and have fun with me is enough eh?

For the next three months, what should I do? Nothing much I think...

P.s. My house number is working now... It had been out of service for few months... So now I am able to receive your call... =D

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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
1:50 PM
Blogger Test
You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.
If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.
What Kind of Blogger Are You?

Is it true?

For me, I think it is very accurate!

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Sunday, November 26, 2006
9:59 AM
The final gathering - Epilogue
It had finally launched...

The ever saddest moment that we have after years of hard work and fun...

It is time for us to be seperate and go for own future... We may meet again in the future or maybe we won't... Just put our fate to the hand of the god... If we are going to meet then we are...

The party was indeed great and fun... Having it before the graduation ceremony is an ideal for us.. Just its duration isn't long enough... Everyone is enjoying the last gathering in the hall... Review what had happened in these years... Take photo for the last meeting...

Next came the Graduation Ceremony, the atmosphere is really sad... When the National Anthem started, some people had already cried... Inside me, I was crying but my tear haven't drop yet...

It was the last time for us to sing the National Anthem and it is the first time that i heard the whole F5 sang as loud as they can... The speech from the Principal and BOD started and I had to admit that it didn't attract us to listen... Everyone is busy reading the given school magazine and asked friends to sign on them...

I managed to get almost all my classmates to sign in my magazine but I had missed out some... Sorry for that, it was a rush... I didn't have much time for this... Sorry... I didn't ask to sign doesn't mean that you aren't my friend... If I ever told that you're my friend, then you're forever my friend!

Our performance started soon after the prize-awarding ceremony...

It is my last time to stand on the stage to speak through the mic in my school... Maybe this is also my last time to become an Emcee for an event... I really treasure this chance...

When it is time for our classmates to give their short speech to the school... Some have already cried and it is really touching... I was almost cry at that moment but I have to control myself... I still need to annouce for the next song... My mind was in a mess that moment...

The sadness was getting stronger after our performance...

It is time for us to shake hands with the BOD, Principal and teachers...

My tear bursted when I hugged with teachers... I can't stand the sadness anymore... Not only me, many people cried too, despite the gender...

Next, it was the time to say goodbye and farewell to my friends... I hugged my friends and cried together... 我真得真得舍不得你们!

We sang the School Song for our last time... Everyone sang loud and I was crying when I sang...

I can't continue anymore... I'm going to cry again now... Better to stop here...

Lastly, Good luck and take care my friends~ Friends Forever~

To []: Despite the distance, I won't forget you all, I will miss you all~ Once we're best friends, then we are always!!!

Keep In Touch!!!

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Friday, November 24, 2006
1:32 PM
The final gathering - Prologue
Time flies so fast that we can't even catch up with it...

The final gathering of F5@CHMS is going to start soon.. just a few hours more...

The sad atmosphere and feelings have already invaded our mind...

During the rehearsal, some people was already crying... They can't bear the atmosphere... When I looked at them, I was nearly cried too but it seemed the atmosphere hasn't really invaded my mind but only half of it...

Our graduation theme song is "Peng You"... It is quite an old song but it is the best graduation song because it is good to make people cry... Haha...

For the performance of our class, we managed to change our time to the graduation ceremony...

I am not in the singing group anymore... Hehe... But I am still in the performing group, as a announcer of our class... Lol... My typical job which suits me best...

Recently, everyone is discussing about the costume to wear for the party... Some people was worried that they might crush with the same costume... Hm, i don't think u know what i mean... In Chinese, they are afraid of "Zhuang Shan"...

I think I will cry tomorrow, but I am afraid that I can't drop any tears... But I know that I am going to hug my friends and teachers, despite the gender... Haha...

最后的聚会,再见了我的朋友,愿我们在日后还能相见。

这一生,我们有缘做朋友,但愿以后,我们还是。

永远记得:Friend Always~!!!

我的朋友,无需再多说什么了。

如果我们是朋友的话,你就会知道,我们之间的友情是怎样的。

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
12:54 PM
Practice
The Graduation Performance's practice began thi morning in our class....

Around 20 classmates gathered in the class for the singing's practice... Somes were forced to sing out loud and it is the very 1st time to hear their singing... Hehe...

We are going to sing three songs in a row:
  1. Tonight
  2. Tong Yi Shou Ge
  3. Wo Men De Ji Nian Ri
We spent most of the time in the 3rd songs... We are divided into group and every group is going to sing a part of it...

At first, I was asked to sing the intro... but the pitch is too low for me to sing... but I was in trouble to decide which part to sing... After an hour of listening and attempting, I chose the parts before the chorus... I prefer the chorus. though... *Chorus belong to the girls* Sigh~

Anyway, I think the part I choose is best for me... Pitch not too high, not too low... *Gam-Gam Ho*

After a few hours of practice, we had a great chat at the back... We played and fool around... I like this kind of atmosphere... and this is really a treasured moment in my life... Maybe after today, we won't back together like this again... I will really miss this... sob...

To get to the school, I didn't have any transport at first.... But luckily, ZongLin was able to pick me at my house... Thanks Penguin~ =D

Then, I went back with the help of my cousin... Before we went back home, we went to an "Indian" food shop for the "MATABAK"... I think this is the 2nd time that I ate with them outside...

The whole day is indeed fun... As I said, "With friends, it is truly nice!!!"... Hehe =)

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
3:35 PM
Back to normal day...
Today i slept till nearly 1pm... This indicated how tired I am... Lol

As usual, the "ping ping pang pang" sound started to surround my house...

There is a fit up on the ground floor of my house... Started from 7am in the morning...

From 7am till 1pm, I was like open and close my eyes in rhythmic way... Made me more tired...

When I woke up, there is only me(upstair) and some workers(downstair) in the house...

Nothing to do after the three days fun... sigh~

I watched TV and surfed the net after my breakfast....

Then, it was the gaming hours... I played the DDR Online which is free to play until the end of this month... It is nice to play with but only I have to play it using the keyboard which is kind of weird... A dancing pad is best for DDR Online but I don't have one...

Then I turned to my PS2, I played the FF XII and OKAMI...

FF XII : I don't really like this game... The reason: its battle system... When I played it, it makes me suffocated... I am actually quite impatient... so I quit this game...

OKAMI : I think many of you not that farmiliar with this game... This is an adventure game about a legendary wolf. The main character is the wolf and you are controlling it... I like the battle system... You using the chinese paintbrush to draw and what u draw will cause its impact in the gameworld... You can slash thing and make thing through the paintbrush... I was just in the beginning of the game so there is still a lot of things awaiting me to explore... I recommended this game!

Time flew so fast that after the game, it was already 5pm...

Nothing much happened after 5pm... Just an ordinary Chicken rice and TV time and now blogging...

Tomorrow still have practice for the graduation day... Anticipate it!!!

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Monday, November 20, 2006
2:18 PM
Days
Days that I was not in my house and the cyber world...

Where had I been? I was at my friend's(ZongLin) house for three days and just came back just now...

It was the very first time that I stayed overnight at friend's house... and speaking honestly, it is incredible fun and nice...

A group of 8 people were there together: Me, Desmond, JinHua, Robinson, JinSheng, SoonKet, KuiChuan and ZongLin...

We played PingPong there and of course talked alot and lame-ing around... hehe...

When I arrived there on the 1st day, it was quite late and it was the evening, they were "harvesting" the coconuts at the back...

I was brought there by Desmond's car... and I was brought back by his car too...

Really thanks ya, Des....

We had a great talk at the late night... Talked till nearly 3 am... At last, we can't stand the sleepiness and fell asleep.... hehe...

The second day was the journey to Gadong...

At Gadong in the Thien Thien Restaurant, I met Jerry who was having his breakfast with his father and brother...

Next was the gaming in RF... I played my own online games as my DOTA's skill is sucky.... =P

Then we had our movie with CheaXin and PeiYi in the Cineplex... We watched "Happy Feet"...

For me, the movie is nice but no for everyone as it is sort of musical movie and more to the Arts side...

This morning, we went to the Delima Complex and wandered around there...

The last event was the swimming in the evening... We really have fun there...

I think I met Sally there but I didn't greet her because I wasn't with my spectacles just now...

Overall, I love my days there... I really love my friends... I really appreciate the moment...

And gotta seperate with Desmond and ZongLin soon so I think this will be the last time that I am with them... sigh~

But at least now, I have a memorable memory in my mind and...

Thanks~

*Above is my simple journal for this 3 days*

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Friday, November 17, 2006
1:22 PM
The 1st day after the exam...
What is in my mind now? No exam, the day seems boring and dead...

Nothing to do with all the day except played Badminton this morning(luckily there is an event this morning)...

Facing my laptop and whenever I started any Game program, I didn't have the mood to play...

PS2 was quite a distraction when the exam was in progress but now, don't even notice its existence... lol...

Anyway, I will be inactive for the next three days...

If you have any activity going on, don't hesitate to invite me over... hehe =)

Try to message me or call me through my mobile phone if you have something to ask me or tell me(Maybe away from MSN and Internet for these days, but my spirit is still here =D)...

*Thinking*
Wonder what to do for the holiday?
*Answering*
Enjoy it!!!

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Thursday, November 16, 2006
10:00 AM
Urgent Update...
*Urgent update from Channel XXXXX*

Current ended TV Series : "GCE 'O" Level Science Stream"

The show time of the last episode: 5pm(GMT +8)

The show date of the last episode: 16/11/2006

TV Series coming up: "Enjoy the holiday"

Next meeting held: Graduation Day(Rehearsal)

Preview: Special Program will be held on February 2007 - "The Result"

From
Channel XXXXX's Chairperson
XXX

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Saturday, November 11, 2006
4:09 PM
Happy BirthDay To MySELF!!!
As the title mentioned, today is my Birthday!!!

Let sing a song(Must sing along):

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy BIRTHDAY to Derick
Happy Birthday to youuuuu~~~

Today don't have any exam so my day won't bless me on any... sob~

But hope it can bless me on the following exam... HEHE =D

Same as IngSiang, I'm not going to make my day a secret, I informed the public instead.

Nothing special for my Birthday. Maybe just I am 17 now.

As I had heard, they said that 17 is quite a good age. A lot of interesting things will happen in this age which is quite cool when i heard it. Hehe...

Last, I wish myself a Happy Birthday. And thanks for those who wished me... =D


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Friday, November 10, 2006
11:10 AM
The Main Show
Just one more week to go; Just 7 more papers to deal with...

With Add Maths, Chemistry and Physics crumbled together for th following day is truly a nightmare for me. Could I excel myself in those exams? I doubt it. My Add Maths isn't that stable for a high grade but I think I did enough efforts for it since the whole exam has started. Hope those efforts really help me in the exam.

For those papers which had already finished, I think I did them good and some bad.

Good: Language and Biology

Bad: All the practicals, POA1 and Maths D

Next week is consider as "THE MAIN SHOW" to me. Anyone agree? Hehe... =D

Current days are known as "暴风雨前的宁静" [Bao Feng Yu Qian De Ning Jing] [Direct translate = The calm before the storm] Haha....

For those who still haven't really get motivated lately, study now!!! As there is a lot of things to read and do.

For those who have already motivated and exert a lot of effort, Good Luck!!!

For me <--- Both!!! LoL....

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Monday, November 06, 2006
6:03 AM
Happy Birthday!!!
Today isn't my birthday... :P but it is going to come soon...

First of all, HappyBirthDayTo ChenHoe, IngSiang, SheeLing and those who was born at this date.

3 of my classmates are having their birthday today and the 1st thing for them to do is to deal with the Maths D Paper1. <--What a great and big present!!! Haha...

No gift from me :P soooorrieeeee~

Anyway, is it a "happy" birthday to them today or is it a "unhappy" birthday to them? Having an exam in this special is quite annoying. Having your birthday in between of the exam is annoying too. And mine is in it too... sigh~

Lastly, a sincere greeting :"Happy Birthday!!!" =D

P.s. It still has 5 days to go...


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Friday, November 03, 2006
1:41 PM
A chinese poem
I have been thinking about what to post recently. And I saw quite a number of people are posting their composed poem in their blog. Here, I compose one too but of course , it is very lousy , maybe not up to the standard. It is in Chinese, though, because my English is very poor.

Eventhough it is in Chinese, it still can be understand easily. It is all about the leaving of us after the exam. Hope you all will like it.


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Wednesday, November 01, 2006
1:29 PM
Refresh day
Entirely corrupted last night but recovered today.

Today is a refresh day for me. Refresh from the bad luck I had on the exam. A new start for me =)

A crucial language exam is coming tomorrow and I really have to score a minimum credit for it. For my own sake. As a Bruneian, a pass / just pass / fail BM, it is shameful and also bad for my future if I'm staying in Brunei.

My karangan score is always constant, so I hope it will be constant or maybe higher than it tomorrow. Somehow, I am suprised with my karangan. My BM usage is sort of primary standard but still I managed to get a B's in the school.

*Recalling a happy surprise*
Still remember that when the result of PMB was out, my BM scored an A2. I almost fainted when I knew it. During that time, my BM is constant in a range of 50 ~ 60. <--- This is the reason for it. And I thank someone for that.
*End of the recall*

Hope the luck is still with me this time. My anticipation for BM is quite high. I have confident for it but just fear about the karangan topic.

Really wishing me good luck tomorrow...Hehe... and those who see this post!!!

P.s. It still has 10 days to go.

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