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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
1:37 PM
My life . My circle . My future
Hey everyone~This is going to be a "long" post. HAHA =)I had my Mathematics yesterday. The papers were not really hard but I just need extra time for checking and solving. Then today was a tough war for me =/ Accounting in the morning and Chemistry in the noon. Woo~ And yet, I was not motivated to study for them. But both the papers were quite fair, as long as you studied then you can do and of course with extra care. I did a stupid careless mistake in my accounting. ARghHHH! Feel like killing myself. How could I did that =S Chemistry is a lot man... have to keep on doing without taking any rest. Same to chemistry, as long as you studied, you can answer. However, I didn't study too detail for this mock, so I am not expected for a good score.=/And now, my next test is on Saturday afternoon which means I can take a good rest now, doing my own stuffs =) Today, my wardrobe finally arrived(well, I just bought yesterday). A two sliding door with a big mirror attached to one door. I kinda like it but it seems big in my room. Later, I am going to rearrange my room. Change the stuffs position(change feng-shui). HAHA. Guess somewhile later, I will post "My Room @ 2008" soon. And of course with photo. So if you're interested. Stay tune~ =)----Many stuffs happened these days that lead me to do deep thinking. About my life, my circle and my future. This is really annoying and suffering because I always tend to think of the bad side. =/ My life. Honestly speaking, I am not really satisfying with my current life. It is sort of dull and monotonous. I really need some events or "ingredient" to spice it up. Everyday is just the same routine: School, home, out(limteh) and repeat again. I want something more special that can my life more memorable. But I think nothing will be up till the exam finish. =/My circle. I glad I know few good friends this year and of course how treasurable the friendship is. Of course, out of these, I also learn that not everyone is your friend. Maybe I was once his friend, but I am not now. Well, actually this is kinda "sad" that I lose this friend but what can I do because I was not his friend in his mind I think. Despite how good I treated him, the relationship seems further part. Even outsider can sense that. So, should I continue to act blind? HAHA The reason that he gave me was that I too "stick" to him so he chose to interact less with me ! Okay, I was kinda pissed off by that stupid reason. Because I treat him as my friend, so when I am out, I ask him to go out. When he was alone, I chose to stay and talk with him. When he got problem, I help him to sort out... and now this is the reason that this friendship fade. =.=" Well, if you are not my friend, why would I bother to talk with you, ask you out, help you... Maybe just that in your view, I am not a good friend. HAHA or Maybe we are not meant to be friend at all. So what can I do? Less interact? Maybe this is the only solution that is good for us. As I read XiaXue's blog and I found what she said is quite true. This kind of people just don't respect the relationship. =/ So, I don't know what is the point to continue. =SAnyway, those good/close friends are really good and caring. When I am down, they are there to listen. When I am pissed-off, they tried to make my laugh. When I am boring, we go out. When I am high, they high with me. When I am in trouble, they help me to sort them out. I am so lucky to know you guys and be friend with~ HAHA And I believe this is what really a friend do. The reason to be friend =) We enjoy the fun together, we suffer the bad together (有难同当，有福同享). My future. Okay, this is really headache. As soon as A level end, there comes those application to university. And yet, I am not really sure that what am I going to study and where to study. And I don't think I am eligible to any scholarship based on my not motivated study mood. xD And yet, I dream a lot of good future despite the poor performance of my academic. LOL ----Okay, I guess I need to clean my room now =) Anyway, appreciate your reading and visiting to my blog =)Labels: My World
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