Tuesday, October 24, 2006
5:40 PM
Friends - 1
After reading ChungSun's post entitled A Second Home, I think I have the same feeling.

Having a real, best yet devoted friend is one of the wonderful thing in this world. Who don't agree with this?

Well, we have a lot of friends, but they are just simple friends. What we seek for is the real friend who will be by our side when we are depressed and, of course, know us well. But, this indeed isn't an easy task for everyone to accomplish.

One day, someone and you might become best friend but as the time progresses, how will it turn to be like in the future? Maybe the friendship breaks? Maybe you two are still the ever best friend?

Sometimes, when we saw that some people are having fun with their friends, we envy them... we envy them of having a group of great friends.

I have a longing for real friend years ago, and I couldn't find any. When I was about to give up, someone stepped in and brightened my lonely world. I saw the light shone in front of me. And I began to share my private stuffs and things. Maybe it was the first time for me to do all these that I had overdone it. In the end, it leaded to undesirable ending. How sad... *sob*

Again, I was about to give up, but another light shone up. Of course, the same thing happened. For this time, I tried to control myself but it still ain't a good ending, but a acceptable ending.

From these two experiences, I learned a lot... I learned both the positive and negative of them... But I can't compelled myself from avoiding my other friends. I ain't alone... I still have my friends who care of me. I still have friends that like me. I woke myself up from the dark and walked toward the bright.

I concealed myself, hide all of my dark feelings and thoughts. And don't wish to create any troubles for my friends. I want them to be happy with me, and not to spoil their mood. Having fun is what I want and also them.

Despite how friend you are with them, there is always dispute between you guys, for which, this is inevitably. If the argument solved, your friendship is then assured. And I have to admit that I am bad in this case. I always don't listen to people's explanation, I choose to escape from it, but still I trust my friends. Sigh~

Along this year, I found my real friends, though. I really treasure it and make it as important as I am or somehow, more than it... I think I am devoted but I don't know how they think of me. Perhaps I am not? Maybe, what I bring to them is just annoyance? But I choose to remain as myself, my true self... Not going to conceal any parts of me in front of them... Hehe...

Is that having an over-sensitive friend really tiring? If I have one, I might be annoyed but the fact is I haven't meet any of them. In fact, I am the one who is always sensitive. Hehe... I know my friends are just tolerating me and for this, I thank them. I am happy and glad to meet them and have them as my friends. I really appreaciate you guys and the moments we have.

Lastly, friends are the most important ingredients to spice up the life. Having real friends is the dream of me(I think I have make it come true) =D and ChungSun, you'll find one so don't worry !!! Cheers~

P.s. maybe there will be a second version for this post. I will do it when i am free enough =)

P.s. If you have noticed that I have mis-use of any words, please, don't hesitate to tell me.

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