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Friday, January 29, 2010
11:24 PM

DECLINED!!!

Oh my god.... my debit card is now left with -0.87pounds... Oh my GUAN YIN MA!

I didn't realise my actual balance was that when the atm showed that I was still with hundred pounds lol.

I am poor now!!! How I wish tomorrow is February 1 =/ badly..

And I was so embarassing when my card get declined for twice today. Once in Fresh Asia (oriental shop) and once in Costcutter (Groceries shop). Luckily Edmund was with me when I was in Costcutter, so I can loan some pounds from him.

Today was the practice for Opening dance for MNight. As a result for not doing any sport at all for like 1month, my waist and back and legs are now pain.. tomorrow = siap! dead. HAHA Well, I like the musics for the dance (the piano crazy with cellos). More practices to go and rehearsal is just round the corner and the actual performance is just less than one month. <-- SEE! HOW STRESS! and MORSE is killing me. I am dealing with the project now which is due next monday. We were given like 7weeks to do it but then... slack slack slack.. I just started like this week. A lot of things to do again... Assignment... reading.. preparation.. sigh

I want something fun.. I want shopping.. I want sing K... I want gossip... I want a life!!!

Friday, January 22, 2010
9:17 PM

Understand - English version lyrics

Thanks to Shirley for "roughly" translate this in my facebook comment.

I know that
as you foolishly watch him walk away
the heart's reluctant, yet you cant be mad
how i wish i could hold you in my embrace now...
protect you, warm you up..

I know you
are unable to let the past fade
how i wish i could comfort you within a close distance
when you look at me
i see the trace of sorrow
because you, cannot start the new you

only wanna be alone
you need to cool down on your own
i am willing to be your anger outlet
if you really cannot escape this nightmare
i shall company you for eternity

could only watch you
tears dropping even as you smile
I could only give you strength by your side
if one day you would be beautiful just for me
then let me continue this dream
believe that i would soar with you

Wednesday, January 20, 2010
2:38 AM

知道 - Understand

Hello Everyone!!!

This is either a good news or a bad news to you (up to you to decide).. I have composed another song!! (actually I did a few) and uploaded it and share with you!! HAHA

This song is a simple one but just a bit hard for me to sing it out properly (still need to improve my skills in vocal XD) Anyway, hope you enjoy it.

The song name is "知道" and the english title for it is "Understand". I have posted the lyrics together with the song. Check it out =)

[知道]

知道你

傻傻望着他慢慢离去

心中有不舍无法生气

多想此刻我能把你抱进怀里

守护你温暖你

知道你

无法将曾经慢慢淡去

多想靠近安慰你的心

你望着我的神情

透漏了伤心

因为你无法开始新的你

只想静一静

你需要一个人冷静

我愿意当专属消气瓶

如果你真的走不出过去的梦境

我会永远陪着你

只能看着你

微笑中流落的泪滴

我只能从旁给你勇气

如果你有一天能够为我而美丽

就让我把梦给延续

相信我带你去远行

Download the mp3 here.

Sunday, January 17, 2010
11:45 PM

Busy busy busy...

House hunting is really tiring... Search the house, read the house and view the house and confirm the house...

every process is a big headache >.<

Finally, we found a 3 person terrace house in Highland Road, Coventry. And the rooms are big and comfy I would said. Just that the kitchen is really small, but well.. it is not like I will be staying the kitchen for long =.= lol

When I view the house this afternoon, the lady showed us the first room, I was like "hmm it is quite big. Is this the biggest room in the house?" She answered " No, this is the smallest room." Oh my guan-yin-ma, it is like slightly bigger than my current room in Heronbank(excluding the bathroom). The living room is okay. I just want the landlord to remove the huge dining table from there then it will be much spacious and we bought a small rectangle coffee table, since there is only 3 of us *lol*. The bathroom is clean and tidy but just the location is a bit weird, behind the kitchen but for me it is okay(not a big deal).

I take the room at the ground floor. The window is facing the street and the lighting is nice(bright and "look warm")

Overall the house is okay so for the okay-okay people like us, we just like it and take it HAHA

Sorry we didn't take any photo in the house(I forgot.. how come =.=) but I put up a photo of the front view of that house here.

After viewing the house, I went to my seniors'(Aizat, Alex, Ezza, Kamila and Yazmyn) house. Kamila was there welcoming us, we feel so "paiseh" to disturb her lol because I just want to have a look on that good-rated house. I love the living room but not the rear bathroom(because they have a freezer inside the bathroom, OMG!)

After that, we just went to city centre since we already bought the bus fare(so don't waste it!).

And at last, looking for house is out of my busy list for this moment *yay*!

NOW only left with another ECONOMICS TEST, STAT COMP PROJECT and ASSIGNMENTS!!!

I really need to start doing my project, it is due 1st February. And thanks to Ezza, I finally know how should I start *lol*

And, MNight is really round the corner, so I can see another BUSY WAVE is attacking a.s.a.p =)

Good night everyone! I am going to do some study now! =D

Thursday, January 14, 2010
4:39 AM

Heavy snow in Warwick

I know it is very late.. again, my sleeping time is.. messed up *lol*

On the first day when it started to snow, I was very happy and exciting but then now.. I see snow I stress and dislike it.

But.. snowball fight and make a snowman are pretty fun. I did these 2 this morning outside Maths & Stats Building.

I am a bit lazy to type so I just show you some photo =)

The path to MathStat Building

Someone is building a snowman

A tall and huge snowman

He said hi!

So far, I think this is the biggest snowman I saw in Warwick

Wednesday, January 13, 2010
9:45 PM

Tired...

Looking for house is really really...

Annoying Irritating Headache Stress

But still I have to do since my senior house is taken already. I have no choice =.=

Bad day and cold day with snow from morning till late noon...

I am sleepy~

Tuesday, January 12, 2010
10:45 PM

Take back...

OKAY I TAKE BACK MY WORDS...

TODAY IS NOT A GOOD DAY BECAUSE I JUST GOT A FIRE ALARM...

AND IT IS FREAKING COLD OUTSIDE!

=.=

8:54 PM

Time to start...

Yesterday was a bad bad day

BUT

Today I guess is a good good day =D

Analysis I and Foundation exam was so damn dreadful. If they are horror movie, I will rate them 10 out of 10 *lol*. After the exam, I just hope for a pass especially for Foundation. I found it harder this year (well, this is a phenomena for everyone that the paper he sat for is always harder than any year XD I am not the exception)

Well, after the 3hours exam, I felt kinda relief as the hardest part of term 1 had finally come to an end. And it is time to prepare for term 2 which is like 100% harder than term 1 >.< (this is what I heard...)

Today was a wonderful day for me! I met all those friends back from their home country and attended six different lectures and actually learned something from the first day lecture. Out of sudden, I can feel the motivation inside me that I really want to study hard for this term(at least for today) *lol*.

Out of those lectures, I found Analysis II and Macroeconomics are really interesting (they attracted my attention, fully). But the thing is... they are hard to study *>.<* hopefully I can handle them.

And one thing which made today slightly a bad day was that I missed my economics tutorial. I thought the economics tutorial cancelled was the one I attended *sigh*.

Anyway, Warwick campus is now covered with thick snow and it is damn cold(especially when the wind blow directly on your face) I feel like wearing a mask when I am outside *lol*. The lake was frozen and I have an urge to walk across it and my flatmate, Katie had already done it! But then, I don't feel like trying it now after I heard someone actually die from dropping it into the frozen lake! *scary*

Shots of the footsteps left on the frozen lake

I know you can barely tell this is a lake BUT it is a lake, a frozen lake.

Anyway thats all for today, I hope tomorrow will also be a nice day but I know it wouldn't because tomorrow lecture start at 9am =.=

Good night everyone!

P.s. I miss you all, those in UK, Malaysia, Singapore, Australia, New Zealand and of course Brunei! I miss all the laughter and memories =/ Hope you guys take care and wait for me to return!! =]

8:48 PM

I'M BACK!!!

Dear Friends and Readers,

Sorry for letting my blog die again and again. I will try my best to keep it alive this time as a lot of things are going to happen soon around me. I will get pretty busy so I will have stuffs to share over here.

Anyway a new start here with a new blog interface and skin!

In this blog, I will update what's going on around me in Warwick and also my visit to other places in UK. So if you're interested, please visit my blog oftenly =) I appreciate every single visit that you made and I will be more happy if you comment or tag my board =D

Other than life over here, I will also continue to share my music creation here. Any criticism and suggestion is strongly welcomed =]

Well, more posts are going to come. So visit more to get update!

Have a nice day~