Sunday, March 18, 2007
2:44 PM
Am I ready?
I thought I am ready for any scholarship chances now but it seems I am wrong.

I am not ready to study my A level now oversea. It is really a challenging experience to me, and I don't think I can 100% cope with it. If I get chosen by the government(luckily), will I perform well in my A level, or will I just spoil my own academic?

Why am I saying like that? Well, once I reach the country, I might have no friends at all and have to study by myself and can't reach out for any helps. I still need a lot of time to get new friends over there. Furthermore, I might not get used to the teaching style over there, and my academic will get affected. <-- this isn't what I want...

Now, I am still thinking that whether I hand up my form or just keep the form as a souvenir? Tomorrow morning will be my last time to confirm with my decision. I really don't know how to do next.

One action taken will affect my whole life. Sigh~

But if I am not ready to study oversea now, it is better not to take it. <-- I understand... However, now I am in the situation of I want to go, but I am not ready yet.

Many people who listened to me just told me " think carefully". I know and I will think carefully. But, I really need someone(expert) to consult me. Sigh~

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