Tuesday, February 13, 2007
6:52 PM
Will I regret?
Will I regret? Sigh...

I hate to be standing at the centre of the cross. With so many directions to choose from, I am confused. An wrong step lead to a fail whereas a right step brighten your future!

Why it is so hard to choose subjects for my A level? Want to take 5 subjects but could I withstand the pressure? Getting 4 subjects, are my selected subjects correct? Everyone is telling me that taking 5 subjects is just torturing myself and I will regret.

As I mentioned, I have already applied 4 subjects(Physic, Maths, A/C, GP), but I still want to get Chemistry as it is an essential subject for many degree courses(science). I really don't know what to do now. What am I going to study for my First Degree, Commerce or Science?

Till now, I am the one who keep on telling that I want to be a profession and a successful man in business field and is the one who keep on saying that I want to study Accounting and Finance. Now, when I calm myself and clear my mind to think carefully about it, I found that it isn't really my ideal job in my future. Perhaps, I am only thinking that taking a business-related course will lighten my family's burden if I couldn't get the government scholarship after my A level.

For me, I like to operate thing and be a profession in a field. Deal with something and solve it, will bring me a big happy(带来很大的成就感). This is what I desire for. Since I study in Science class for my F4~F5, I found that science is really interesting enough to tempt me to study it and understand it.

During the end of my F4 life, the term "engineering" entered my life. Last time, I had no idea on "engineering" but after I study the info on it, I found that it is fun, however, some people said that it is a boring job(keep on repeating the same work). Well, which jobs don't repeat the same things? When a job is boring, that means you have no interest on it.

Slowly, learning about the engineering courses and studying the 3 sciences, my study desire for science is getting stronger. I am an indecisive guy but it is hard for me to decide, so I just stay close to the business. So many factors and issues to consider, I really don't know which is best for me.

You may ask that why don't I study double degree? Well, it is too challenging and I don't know whether I can do it or not. Or else, it will just spoil my future.

Now, I think I will just drop Accounting and take Chemistry since most of the business-related courses need Mathematics(essential subject), just that it will be a hard time for me in my first degree year.

So that, I just has 4 subjects to study, less pressure. But will I regret if I take this action?

Sigh... I really need someone to consult me or just give me a good advice on my decision.

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