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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
1:41 PM
Exam till now
*Simple expression of my current mind*
Sigh~It is an uncalm sea before the terify rough sea. It is just the beginning of the exam and I did bad for them. I don't think I have any confident for the papers I had done till now. Every paper, every question, every answer are merry-go-round in my mind. My mind is haunted. I couldn't sleep well at all. Wonder how will my performance be? Today, my mind is corrupted. I can't think of a single think, expect for those papers. Sigh~Blur mind, I have.Well, I can feel that illness is approaching me. Dizzy mind, I have.Tomorrow will be my rest day before the storm arrived. Hope that I can get onto the track after that.
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Saturday, October 28, 2006
5:02 PM
Study group
*A simple journal of my day*
Going to post something happened around me. This event happened yesterday but i didn't post it out at time. It was a study group which attended by 7 people(ZongLin, Desmond, ChenHoe, JinHua, KuiChuan, ChiewYing and me).
It was a mixed study. Why? Someone was studying Chemistry / Add Maths / Maths D. Weird eh?! But still, we managed to study by our own. Although there is distraction around us, we still managed to do it.
Oh ya, forget to mention the venue, it was at the food court@Yayasan. After the lunch, as expected, we talked for a while(maybe throughout the study hour).
After that, only then we proceeded to the study. Hehe...Television was just above us and the sound was relatively loud which could easily attract our attention.
But, of course, along the time to study, don't forget to relax my mind and eyes. Having a minute rest is good for me. How about you?Sometimes, I have been thinking that having a group study ain't a good idea for study since some people would just non-stop talking and disturb others(somehow, I am the kind of person). But that day have totally changed my mind!
Listening to those who are explaining is easier for me to remember the point. When they discussed, I just squeezed in and remained silent to listen. In fact, I like the group study. Maybe it will be an ideal way to study when I'm not motivated. I had just finish one chapter for Chemistry at there but I am satisfied with that since I think I won't study at all at home that afternoon. And I didn't waste my day with internet and television. Instead, I spent it with my friends and had funs(I have made the day my memorable day). Haha...After that, we ended our day in the CD shop and we went home. Desmond and KuiChuan went to the barber shop to have their hair cut.
Oh ya, it was second time for me to have a bus ride that day and accompanied by ZongLin since both of us didn't have transport to get home.*A simple thought of me*
Now, the following days and weeks are just fill up with books and papers. Words and numbers. I think I will miss them when the exam end. Haha...*A repeating yet important wish from me*
Again, good luck!!!
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Friday, October 27, 2006
3:38 PM
Paradise
It is now the time for use to stay in the paradise of knowledge.It is now the time for us to visit to the wonderland of books.Seep into the knowledge, gain it and proceed to the world of papers.Enjoy the moment we're going to have in the enclosed world.Silence overcast it and we have to fight against it.Our effort is crucial for the result. Whatever is exerted, it is the result.Haha.... I don't know what am I typing above.... Maybe a chinese version will make it clear...The chinese version:是时候了，我们就要迈向知识的圣地。
是时候了，我们就要进入花花绿绿、梦幻的书本世界。
流入知识的世界，拥抱它、珍惜它、占有它，然后迈进"纸"的国度。
好好的享受着难得的时光，享受在一个封闭国度的时光。
寂静覆盖了它。静静的压着我们，而我们必须站出来奋战，这一战将是难熬的一战。
成功或否，就决定于你，决定于你的精神。
Good luck again and I am out to the paradise and wonderland.
P.s. Sorry for the poor English use above. I prefer you to read the chinese's.
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
5:40 PM
Friends - 1
After reading ChungSun's post entitled A Second Home, I think I have the same feeling.Having a real, best yet devoted friend is one of the wonderful thing in this world. Who don't agree with this?Well, we have a lot of friends, but they are just simple friends. What we seek for is the real friend who will be by our side when we are depressed and, of course, know us well. But, this indeed isn't an easy task for everyone to accomplish.One day, someone and you might become best friend but as the time progresses, how will it turn to be like in the future? Maybe the friendship breaks? Maybe you two are still the ever best friend?Sometimes, when we saw that some people are having fun with their friends, we envy them... we envy them of having a group of great friends.I have a longing for real friend years ago, and I couldn't find any. When I was about to give up, someone stepped in and brightened my lonely world. I saw the light shone in front of me. And I began to share my private stuffs and things. Maybe it was the first time for me to do all these that I had overdone it. In the end, it leaded to undesirable ending. How sad... *sob*Again, I was about to give up, but another light shone up. Of course, the same thing happened. For this time, I tried to control myself but it still ain't a good ending, but a acceptable ending.From these two experiences, I learned a lot... I learned both the positive and negative of them... But I can't compelled myself from avoiding my other friends. I ain't alone... I still have my friends who care of me. I still have friends that like me. I woke myself up from the dark and walked toward the bright.I concealed myself, hide all of my dark feelings and thoughts. And don't wish to create any troubles for my friends. I want them to be happy with me, and not to spoil their mood. Having fun is what I want and also them.Despite how friend you are with them, there is always dispute between you guys, for which, this is inevitably. If the argument solved, your friendship is then assured. And I have to admit that I am bad in this case. I always don't listen to people's explanation, I choose to escape from it, but still I trust my friends. Sigh~Along this year, I found my real friends, though. I really treasure it and make it as important as I am or somehow, more than it... I think I am devoted but I don't know how they think of me. Perhaps I am not? Maybe, what I bring to them is just annoyance? But I choose to remain as myself, my true self... Not going to conceal any parts of me in front of them... Hehe...Is that having an over-sensitive friend really tiring? If I have one, I might be annoyed but the fact is I haven't meet any of them. In fact, I am the one who is always sensitive. Hehe... I know my friends are just tolerating me and for this, I thank them. I am happy and glad to meet them and have them as my friends. I really appreaciate you guys and the moments we have.Lastly, friends are the most important ingredients to spice up the life. Having real friends is the dream of me(I think I have make it come true) =D and ChungSun, you'll find one so don't worry !!! Cheers~P.s. maybe there will be a second version for this post. I will do it when i am free enough =)
P.s. If you have noticed that I have mis-use of any words, please, don't hesitate to tell me.
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Monday, October 23, 2006
4:18 PM
My preparation =D
*Utter a long sigh(relief)*Finally, I finished my Biology, Chemistry and Physics Year 2000 ~ 2004 Paper 1. And yet, today finished my Additional Maths except "Relative Velocity" and "Permutations and Combinations" which I didn't exert any longer. I am quite satisfied with all these but the fact is I think my preparation is not enough when compared to others. This is the first time I had prepare so much before the exam comes, though, because everyone works hard for themselves and which I don't want to be the exception.. hehe... And I need to do something for my aim. Suppose to be all A's but not to disappoint myself, I adjust it to 6 A's and 3 B's. =) <--- The aim is quite low, right? Hehe... but this is enough for me. =DNext, I am going to start my Biology Paper 2. Hope I can finish them before this week ends.Lastly, the same words again: "Good Luck!" and hope those who haven't regain the motivation, regain it now and begin to study!!! Happy study~!!!
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
2:21 PM
Find your love
An english song that I listen to these days. It is from a TV series which showed in year 2004. The name is 赤沙记录@四叶草. Hope you all will like it =)
This song is quite short that only has a duration of 1:37min. And the file is quite small.
I'll be ok, go find your love today,searching everywhere,a lot of sunshine's waiting for you.don't be afraid,you'll find your love one day,tell me that you do your best for me,I believe in your faith.I can see, a burning flame,it is your future waiting for you.hold my hands, and give me your word,believe in what you do and you will be ok.I'll be ok, go find your love today,searching everywhere,a lot of sunshine's waiting for you.don't be afraid,you'll find your love one day,tell me that you do your best for me,I believe in your faith.
Extra: Right click here to download this song. Procedure> RightClick > Save Target As...
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
6:38 PM
Time progress
Time flow without waiting us and we never treasure it. When we realised, it is too late.I myself was wasting my precious time. I didn't use it for the sake of my examination. I just can't concentrate on my study. Nevertheless, I forced myself but gave up a few minutes later, actually. Wonder if anyone can be an exemplar of motivation? Really have to boost my motivation, if not, I will regret when having the exam. Work hard now rather than regret that time. Hehe...It took me five days to complete 2 years Physics Paper 1 <--- isn't that I am too relax?Holiday? Everyone is having their holiday: playing, hang out, party ....I really envy them but come to think of it, right after a month, we are free!!!But the fact is right after a month, graduation will be held and everyone will soon leave and hard for us to meet again... *tears almost drop off* *wipe it with my fingers* =)I will sure miss you guys and don't forget me eventhough we didn't talk much =)*knock on my head* ---> "It is too early to say something like this. Concentrate on your study!"And now I am anticipating for the event which might be held after the exam =DStill, the leaving is inevitably... sigh~ but, luckily, I have my devoted friends in my life and always remember this "Friends forever" =)Lastly, the same words : Good luck on the exam.P.s. Just want to make sure that the next coming exam is on 26/10/2006 8~10am Physics 3, rite?
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
1:22 PM
Mermaid Melody - Before the moment
I like this song and want to share it out.I heard it from a cartoon named "Mermaid Melody Pichi Pichi Pitch". I know it is girlish and childish to watch this kind of cartoon. But I like the song they sung and the storyline :PThe one I watched is the chinese version but this is the Japanese version of the song: Link here.P.s. I don't know why YouTube won't cooperate with my blog... It won't play at all... So, I can only paste the link here. And hope you can enjoy it =)
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11:16 AM
See's Chocolate
This chocolate is a gift from my cousin which he brought back from USA.The brand is See's Candies(Famous Old Time). I didn't heard it before but it would be one of my favourite chocolate:PAt first, he gave my brother and I Chocolate mint which is quite delicious and tasty.I really like the chocolate since there is a stick of crispy mint engulf by chocolate skin. Yummy~A few days later, he gave us a box of chocolate and I can't eat them because it is too nice to view at it. Haha... But still, we have to eat since it will going to melt under a warm condition :PBelow is the photo of it:  
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
5:56 PM
Advertisement 1
Wanna to know more about the photo presentation for our class during the Graduation Day?Check it out here.
It is done by IngSiang@Vagabond.
Special thanks to him :D
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2:57 PM
What to do?
It seems Chinese post is inconvenient to some readers, so I think I will give up in it.So, you people need to forgive me on my poor use of english in my blog since i'm going to post in English. Hehe...*Back to actual post*Having a study period at home isn't an ideal method for me... What I do at home is just facing my laptop for the whole when I am in my room.Maybe sometimes, I will get my past year book out, but I will just leave it next to me without touching it. My attention has been attracted by the laptop and TV. Hai~I neglected the advice from my family and friends. When I want to study, there is always a maze inside my mind. I'm lost and don't know where to start from.Motivation may arise in my mind but it only lasts for a while, never lasts long...Actually I'm dreaded of my result after the exam if I didn't exert any effort.Anyway, wish all of you and "I" good luck :D
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
2:41 PM
Entry in Chinese
Entry in Chinese = 华文纪录就如同“主题”所显示，这一次，我将用华文来做记录，为我这一天做记录。
汶莱剑桥O水准考试，生物学 - 试验 就在今天为接下来一系列的考试拉开了序幕。
今天的考试，我考得不是很好，或许分数将只是低空飞过，而现在多说什么也于事无补，还是忘了她吧。许多人在考试后，露出了衣服很“痛苦”、“难过”的表情，可见的这一份试卷是多么的狡猾。它是很容易的，很容易让我们出错的。哈哈....
我认为最难的试验终于过了，接下来的考试我一定要好好加油了，不可再贪玩了（说说而已）。
心情部落：
你们可否又发现到你们身边的人有的时候会更你很要好，而有的时候却像完全不认识的两个人。而这个感觉，我相信，你们都觉得不好受，当然也不排除我。
我个人就遇到了这样的经验，而我也不能怪任何人，因为我也曾这样对待他人。或许一切都只是我的“报应”。
有的时候，我真得很想知道到底发生了什么事，难道是我做错了什么？
或许是“天蝎座”的特性吧，一切都是我想太多了......
p.s. 以上的内容很有可能会出现错字，因为我用IME输入的。请多多包涵!
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
10:38 AM
No motivation
Sigh~ No motivation for study... Kinda lost it now...Few days ago, I was still doing MCQ as a preparation for my exam... but now? Nothing at all...One more day to the Biology Practical... I fear that I don't understand the questions and don't know what to do at the beginning...These days, out teachers prepare extra class for us... but I don't know I should go or not...Lack of motivation, then how can I listen to them? Haiz~Well, this afternoon, I went to ZongLin's house and meet with them(ZongLin, ChenHoe & Desmond)...The reason : My parents go to Miri and I have nothing to do at all.... so I asked them and went there... hehe...Nothing much we did there... Just watching they played and talked around...But at last, I didn't spend my day with boredom and i have make it a worthy day... hehe...A happy moment with friends is the best!!!Lastly, really hafta motivate myself for studying.... Cheers~
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
5:53 AM
Crazy yet a sad day...
As mentioned, today is really a crazy yet a sad day...Today is the last day that we're having the official and real lesssons in CHMS.Eventhough there is tuition(extra) class held in between the holiday but I don't attend any of them.So, I feel extremely sad and crazy inside me when today had arrived.When the school lessons almost ended, everyone is like going crazy.Photo-taking, laughing, playing, small-group gathering were seen in the class.I was around the class taking photo with many people but without my camera, I couldn't take the photo myself, hatta ask people to borrow me their camera... haiz~I did a lot of poses today, with guy and girl and also Teacher Mili.. heheAt the back, without get noticed by many, I asked them to do stupid and cute poses with me for the photo-taking. They did!!! hehe... Hard to get them to do this kind of stuffs... But the fact is they did it with me... I am so happy and satisfied!!!Poses did : Cat, Flower, Rabbit, "Cacat', Fish, ordinary cute actions and "girl"... Lol...All these are the most memorable moments that I have in my life... Have to treasure them till I dead... maybe bring along into the coffin... lolAnother thing that I am happy with is one of my friend put his hand over my shoulder automatically without ordered by me... I think this is the first time... hehe... Thanks buddy~Overall, today I am crazy... I am quite sad because we won't meet that often in the future... I am happy because of the happy moments I had with you guys...I am glad to meet all of you!!!Friends~ the most valuable treasures~Photo~ the evidence of the happy moments~p.s. Going to post some photo when I get them.
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
3:44 PM
Rob-B-hood
Still remember this movie? "Bao Bei Ji Hua [宝贝计划]"...
And do you still remember the theme song which is sung by Jackie Chan?I love this song!!! Been looking for it for several days and now, I found it!!! Hehe...Want to share with you all.
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Monday, October 09, 2006
11:31 AM
Kajabure Island
Ka Jia Bu Lie Dao [卡加布列岛]Direct Translation: Kajabure Island
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8:53 AM
Oh my god!!!
Whoa~! Just know that tomorrow is a holiday and still think that what should I do in the class tomorrow... Lol
Luckily someone message me and told me about it. Hehe...
When I asked my brother, he said he just knew a few sec before I asked him.
Phew~ Thanks a lot... Luckily, I get informed if not... Tomorrow I will the one who attend the class without any student nor the teachers. XD
Eventhough tomorrow is a holiday... but I still have my tuition. Quite tired neh...
But to achieve a better result, I must go... :P
Actually gonna study now... But the motivation loses... and only did Bio and Chem Year 2000 Jun MCQ... Still a far to way to go... A hardtime for me who didn't prepare well during the Trial examination...
Quite regret now... Why don't I study earlier so that I am much more relax now...
Some people studied quite well before the Trial are now studying hard too...
Have they forget everything? They seem have only study a little but to me, they studied a lot and now still study so much...
Somehow, I get motivated when I saw it... but the fact is it only lasts for half an hour... Hahaha...
I even prepare a schedule for myself... It ranges from tomorrow till 15/11/2006...
And realised that I don't have much time left for my study... Gotta rush up and stop playing the computer... Clicking here clicking there... Shouldn't waste the time here... Gotta make use of it for my study... But, will I? :P
Anyway, wish everyone and "I" good luck in the examination!!! All the best!!!
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
2:17 PM
I'm back!!!
Hello Everybody!!! I'm back!!!
This blog is re-open before the actual announced date.
The reason : don't know, just feel like to post now. Lol
Well, gonna to introduce you people, a guy named "JerryC". He is quite famous for his remix on classical music. I know him from the "Guess!".
The music he performed was "Canon In D" the remix version. I simply adore the way he remix it.
The host "Wu Zhong Xian" had mentioned that this song made JerryC famous all over the world and some people doesn't believe that he plays the song himself, maybe he just made it through MIDI program.
Well, this rumor ended in the "Guess!". JerryC showed his talent in this area in the show.
JerryC : Canon In D Remix
Beside JerryC, a young yet talented singer was in the show. His name is 蔡旻佑 / Evan Yo.
Anyone heard of him before?
I like his songs and envy his talents in music. He plays violin and piano well. He even plays his violin together with JerryC in the show when performing Canon In D.
Without any preparation before the show, he joined in in his will. He played well and has a perfect pitch. I know "perfect pitch" isn't that rare and nothing to be suprised but I really admire those who have this ability.
Other than Canon In D, he also played "Ai-mei" "Tian hei hei" "Carmen" in the show.
After that I searched for his album but I can't find any of them. The only thing I get is the his MTV, "Cheng Wai". Quite nice and still look for the others.
And luckily found a BBS which has a BT of his album. Hehe... downloading now...
Can't wait to hear it... Have no idea of the other songs.... So very curious now... Lol..
Wanna to know more about him? Click here.
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Friday, October 06, 2006
11:07 AM
Any suggestion?
For this layout, i'm going to make some changes but don't know where to start with.
So, how about you, the reader suggest some opinions?
I'm ready to receive any good and also bad suggestions. Just point it out honestly.
Think of changing the header image but fail to do it. Hehe...
Think of extend the width of the layout but seems I'm still mess up with the code.
Going to extend it when I'm free.
Area to be considered:
- Colour [ background, Text, Image ]
- Size
- Features
Lastly, thanks.
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