Derick? It's me!

自创曲 - 知道 Know

2010-05-23T14:17:00.001+01:00

自创曲 - 不勇敢爱你

2010-05-23T14:17:00.000+01:00

New Song Done - 表白 Propose

2010-05-10T22:06:00.010+01:00

Hey Hey Hey!!! Finally an update in this dead blog =P

My new song is done and willing to share and publish here for you guys =)

[表白 Propose]

作词、作曲：Derick

终于让我遇见你

这世上最美的风景

只想环绕着你

只想在你心里

不想错过了你

终于我鼓起了勇气在今夜说了我爱你

这突来的惊喜你来不及回应

这段空白让时间等待

我只想让你懂

你身后有个人

随时都想保护你将你珍惜

我只想让你懂

你不是孤单的

你需要时有我在左右

OHHHHHHHH~

（我说我问）

在你的心里可有我

OHHHHHHHH~

（我等沉默）

期盼的未来如何了

Link to mp3

--- English translated lyrics ---

Finally I have met you the most beautiful scene

I only want to go around you and to be in your heart

I don't wish too miss a thing

Finally I call up my confident in the night I said I love you

You unable react to this sudden of suprise

Just let the time fill the empty moment

I just want you to know there's always someone behind

Wish to protect you anytime and as well treasure you

I just want you to know that you're not alone

When you need me, I'm just beside you

OHHHHHHHH~

(I said I asked)

Have you ever thought of me?

OHHHHHHHH~

(I wait.. silent)

How's the future that I hope for

Previous Composition - In Love with Loneliness

2010-03-12T03:25:00.005Z

Hey! Due to the merge of imeem with MySpace, all my uploaded songs are gone and can't be retrieve through any mean in the net. So yea, I just going to upload my most favourite composed songs again into my blog (one by one).

I will start with this composed song - In Love with Loneliness. I kinda like the melody and rhythm. And also its flow and lyrics. Sorry about the recording part, I didn't notice last time that the vocal volume isn't adjust to a higher level. But well, it somehow gives this song some other feel!

[爱上孤寂 In Love with Loneliness]

看不见喜或悲我走得有点憔悴

站在十字交口中间想得很累

我何必去强求不属于我的玫瑰

被那荆棘伤了又伤独自流泪

看那河流流往哪去

感受风儿吹往哪去

我就跟随而去

人群和我自己不经意走散远去

看不见任何踪迹我站在这里

迷蒙找寻的爱却被放在视线外

多少痛苦多少眼泪你不明白

看那月光照亮那里

看那星星闪烁不已

我就站在这里

我已爱上孤寂

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English version lyrics

I gonna paste a english version lyrics with direct translation. And sorry with the funny words used because my english vocab is damn sucks. Bear with me =)

It's happy or sad? steps are getting tired

Stand in the cross can't decide I'm losing my mind

Why should I beg for roses that don't belong me

hurt by the thorns times by times that I'm cryin alone

Watch the way the river flow to

Feel the way the wind blow to

I just follow the way

Days by days I'm just leaving with the crowd

leave with no trace and you can't see I'm standing here

Trying to find the love but I never feel the way

Thousand of hurts thousand of tears you can't feel me

Watch the way the moonlight shine on

Watch the way the stars shining on

I just stop by the way

In love with loneliness

Download the mp3 here.

Life is full with surprises

2010-03-09T02:53:00.005Z

Hello!!

I start to slack on updating my blog.. SO SORRY!

LOADS of surprises happened lately! (around me)

MNight was 2 weeks before and really PMS(Post MNight Syndrome) is here. Nothing much to do now as I am getting free-er and free-er. HAHA despite there are tests in these 2 weeks.

I suprised YenLu and YeePing last weekend. This is a long story~

I told YenLu that I will be going on Saturday but in the end I decided to go on Friday afternoon. So, I texted her to let her know because she was having lab session that time. Then I arrived at Loughborough and then I took the bus to their campus. I expected she to call me back after her lab which was 5pm but then the time was past 5 so I decided to walk towards the chemical building and and tried to call her but she didn't pick up the call and so I tried to call YeePing. Just when the call was made, I saw both of them walked towards and pointed at me and said "isn't that derick?"

They were surprised to see me in their campus lol and YenLu forgot to bring her phone out. So a planned and informed visit turned up to be a surprise LOL When Denice answered the door, she was pretty much shocked when she saw me standing there lol the image is still in my mind.

For that night, I had BAKUTTEH! for my dinner. Thanks to Sek-Hao(if I spell his name correctly) and too bad, I don't have the 福气 to try Jonson's recipe because he left for London. Suppose that night, I went club with Sab and Jun them but then in the end, I ditched them SO SORRY! haha because I had late dinner and a bit too lazy to walk and dance =P

The next day was their grocery day! so we went out and buy buy buy. Then we had STEAMBOAT for dinner! Cool! NICE! Then Sabrina, Wendy, HuiKing, Nich and SzeYin came and we played and talked and I bought them 2 bottles of wines but I think they just finished one bottle and I left one there! Speaking of this, this time I left my cardigan at YenLu's =.= wherever I go, I will left something =.=.=.=.= well there provides me reason to visit again LOL

Then the next day, I tried to get to Warwick as early as I can, to join the Bruwick gangs for sport but my train arrived 4:35pm so I missed the netball but still able to join the dinner and funtime. HAHA sorry for showing a not-smiling face because I am very tired and stress for my coming tests >.<

Then I went back and take a rest then 11pm went to HuiQi's to prepare to surprise ZiEn! They baked cake and gathered people and surprise is a success I think!

Then today, birthday dinner was BAKUTTEH! and I cooked some braised pork and bring over and not-to-forget my MAHJONG! EAT TALK MAHJONG = COOL STUFFS haha and OHH!! camwhoring sessions (CHIAW you're pro now! 1st class in camwhore HAHA)

and thats all so far~

SO SORRY this post is full with texts and no photo =)

恭喜发财

2010-02-14T22:40:00.002Z

2010 年

虎年行大运

好事一连连

财源滚滚来

学业进大步

恭喜发大财

万事都如意

Happy Chinese New Year 2010 to everyone!!!

Wish you all, all the best in everything!!!

And

Have fun for these days! Take red packet, gambling, visiting etc etc!!

New ME!

2010-02-04T17:19:00.003Z

A new ME! as you can see, I look slightly different now hehe

Anyway, yesterday I went to Birmingham to shop and also cut my super duper long hair! I haven't cut my hair for like.. 4 months. <-- OMG EWWW My hair was getting thicker and heavier and till I felt headache, so I guess it was the time. And cny is near so I think I want something new, so... I dyed my hair. At first I was like OMG, why so yellowish.. but lucky the after effect is nice.. I like it hehe

Then Shin and Edmund reached while I was in H&M. Oh gosh.. stuffs without discount is so wtfbbqrofl =.= but they are all so tempting. Lucky some of the stuffs don't have my size haha so I am saved from spending more!

Birmingham is a good place to shop but don't compared it with London when London has Westfield, Oxford Circus etc etc. But going London is super expensive when you compared 26pounds and 3pounds train fare. HAHA

Then when we were back, we went to watch the musical play by SingSoc in Warwick, "The importance of being honest". Overall it was nice and enjoyable.

Then I get back and I slept because I didn't sleep for the past night X.X

Some vain shot of me last night HAHA

CIAO

A touching CM

2010-02-03T02:53:00.002Z

I was boring and browsing around youtube and found this.

I think very touching but it is in Thai. Have a watch =)

DECLINED!!!

2010-01-29T23:24:00.002Z

Oh my god.... my debit card is now left with -0.87pounds... Oh my GUAN YIN MA!

I didn't realise my actual balance was that when the atm showed that I was still with hundred pounds lol.

I am poor now!!! How I wish tomorrow is February 1 =/ badly..

And I was so embarassing when my card get declined for twice today. Once in Fresh Asia (oriental shop) and once in Costcutter (Groceries shop). Luckily Edmund was with me when I was in Costcutter, so I can loan some pounds from him.

Today was the practice for Opening dance for MNight. As a result for not doing any sport at all for like 1month, my waist and back and legs are now pain.. tomorrow = siap! dead. HAHA Well, I like the musics for the dance (the piano crazy with cellos). More practices to go and rehearsal is just round the corner and the actual performance is just less than one month. <-- SEE! HOW STRESS! and MORSE is killing me. I am dealing with the project now which is due next monday. We were given like 7weeks to do it but then... slack slack slack.. I just started like this week. A lot of things to do again... Assignment... reading.. preparation.. sigh

I want something fun.. I want shopping.. I want sing K... I want gossip... I want a life!!!

Understand - English version lyrics

2010-01-22T21:17:00.003Z

Thanks to Shirley for "roughly" translate this in my facebook comment.

I know that
as you foolishly watch him walk away
the heart's reluctant, yet you cant be mad
how i wish i could hold you in my embrace now...
protect you, warm you up..

I know you
are unable to let the past fade
how i wish i could comfort you within a close distance
when you look at me
i see the trace of sorrow
because you, cannot start the new you

only wanna be alone
you need to cool down on your own
i am willing to be your anger outlet
if you really cannot escape this nightmare
i shall company you for eternity

could only watch you
tears dropping even as you smile
I could only give you strength by your side
if one day you would be beautiful just for me
then let me continue this dream
believe that i would soar with you

知道 - Understand

2010-01-20T02:38:00.006Z

Hello Everyone!!!

This is either a good news or a bad news to you (up to you to decide).. I have composed another song!! (actually I did a few) and uploaded it and share with you!! HAHA

This song is a simple one but just a bit hard for me to sing it out properly (still need to improve my skills in vocal XD) Anyway, hope you enjoy it.

The song name is "知道" and the english title for it is "Understand". I have posted the lyrics together with the song. Check it out =)

[知道]

知道你

傻傻望着他慢慢离去

心中有不舍无法生气

多想此刻我能把你抱进怀里

守护你温暖你

知道你

无法将曾经慢慢淡去

多想靠近安慰你的心

你望着我的神情

透漏了伤心

因为你无法开始新的你

只想静一静

你需要一个人冷静

我愿意当专属消气瓶

如果你真的走不出过去的梦境

我会永远陪着你

只能看着你

微笑中流落的泪滴

我只能从旁给你勇气

如果你有一天能够为我而美丽

就让我把梦给延续

相信我带你去远行

Download the mp3 here.

Busy busy busy...

2010-01-17T23:45:00.002Z

House hunting is really tiring... Search the house, read the house and view the house and confirm the house...

every process is a big headache >.<

Finally, we found a 3 person terrace house in Highland Road, Coventry. And the rooms are big and comfy I would said. Just that the kitchen is really small, but well.. it is not like I will be staying the kitchen for long =.= lol

When I view the house this afternoon, the lady showed us the first room, I was like "hmm it is quite big. Is this the biggest room in the house?" She answered " No, this is the smallest room." Oh my guan-yin-ma, it is like slightly bigger than my current room in Heronbank(excluding the bathroom). The living room is okay. I just want the landlord to remove the huge dining table from there then it will be much spacious and we bought a small rectangle coffee table, since there is only 3 of us *lol*. The bathroom is clean and tidy but just the location is a bit weird, behind the kitchen but for me it is okay(not a big deal).

I take the room at the ground floor. The window is facing the street and the lighting is nice(bright and "look warm")

Overall the house is okay so for the okay-okay people like us, we just like it and take it HAHA

Sorry we didn't take any photo in the house(I forgot.. how come =.=) but I put up a photo of the front view of that house here.

After viewing the house, I went to my seniors'(Aizat, Alex, Ezza, Kamila and Yazmyn) house. Kamila was there welcoming us, we feel so "paiseh" to disturb her lol because I just want to have a look on that good-rated house. I love the living room but not the rear bathroom(because they have a freezer inside the bathroom, OMG!)

After that, we just went to city centre since we already bought the bus fare(so don't waste it!).

And at last, looking for house is out of my busy list for this moment *yay*!

NOW only left with another ECONOMICS TEST, STAT COMP PROJECT and ASSIGNMENTS!!!

I really need to start doing my project, it is due 1st February. And thanks to Ezza, I finally know how should I start *lol*

And, MNight is really round the corner, so I can see another BUSY WAVE is attacking a.s.a.p =)

Good night everyone! I am going to do some study now! =D

Heavy snow in Warwick

2010-01-14T04:39:00.003Z

I know it is very late.. again, my sleeping time is.. messed up *lol*

On the first day when it started to snow, I was very happy and exciting but then now.. I see snow I stress and dislike it.

But.. snowball fight and make a snowman are pretty fun. I did these 2 this morning outside Maths & Stats Building.

I am a bit lazy to type so I just show you some photo =)

The path to MathStat Building

Someone is building a snowman

A tall and huge snowman

He said hi!

So far, I think this is the biggest snowman I saw in Warwick

Tired...

2010-01-13T21:45:00.003Z

Looking for house is really really...

Annoying Irritating Headache Stress

But still I have to do since my senior house is taken already. I have no choice =.=

Bad day and cold day with snow from morning till late noon...

I am sleepy~

Take back...

2010-01-12T22:45:00.001Z

OKAY I TAKE BACK MY WORDS...

TODAY IS NOT A GOOD DAY BECAUSE I JUST GOT A FIRE ALARM...

AND IT IS FREAKING COLD OUTSIDE!

=.=

Time to start...

2010-01-12T20:54:00.006Z

Yesterday was a bad bad day

BUT

Today I guess is a good good day =D

Analysis I and Foundation exam was so damn dreadful. If they are horror movie, I will rate them 10 out of 10 *lol*. After the exam, I just hope for a pass especially for Foundation. I found it harder this year (well, this is a phenomena for everyone that the paper he sat for is always harder than any year XD I am not the exception)

Well, after the 3hours exam, I felt kinda relief as the hardest part of term 1 had finally come to an end. And it is time to prepare for term 2 which is like 100% harder than term 1 >.< (this is what I heard...)

Today was a wonderful day for me! I met all those friends back from their home country and attended six different lectures and actually learned something from the first day lecture. Out of sudden, I can feel the motivation inside me that I really want to study hard for this term(at least for today) *lol*.

Out of those lectures, I found Analysis II and Macroeconomics are really interesting (they attracted my attention, fully). But the thing is... they are hard to study *>.<* hopefully I can handle them.

And one thing which made today slightly a bad day was that I missed my economics tutorial. I thought the economics tutorial cancelled was the one I attended *sigh*.

Anyway, Warwick campus is now covered with thick snow and it is damn cold(especially when the wind blow directly on your face) I feel like wearing a mask when I am outside *lol*. The lake was frozen and I have an urge to walk across it and my flatmate, Katie had already done it! But then, I don't feel like trying it now after I heard someone actually die from dropping it into the frozen lake! *scary*

Shots of the footsteps left on the frozen lake

I know you can barely tell this is a lake BUT it is a lake, a frozen lake.

Anyway thats all for today, I hope tomorrow will also be a nice day but I know it wouldn't because tomorrow lecture start at 9am =.=

Good night everyone!

P.s. I miss you all, those in UK, Malaysia, Singapore, Australia, New Zealand and of course Brunei! I miss all the laughter and memories =/ Hope you guys take care and wait for me to return!! =]

I'M BACK!!!

2010-01-12T20:48:00.002Z

Dear Friends and Readers,

Sorry for letting my blog die again and again. I will try my best to keep it alive this time as a lot of things are going to happen soon around me. I will get pretty busy so I will have stuffs to share over here.

Anyway a new start here with a new blog interface and skin!

In this blog, I will update what's going on around me in Warwick and also my visit to other places in UK. So if you're interested, please visit my blog oftenly =) I appreciate every single visit that you made and I will be more happy if you comment or tag my board =D

Other than life over here, I will also continue to share my music creation here. Any criticism and suggestion is strongly welcomed =]

Well, more posts are going to come. So visit more to get update!

Have a nice day~

My favourite foods?

2009-10-12T20:20:00.001+01:00

I went to COSTCUTTER(a grocery shop in my campus) to buy some groceries and snack because I was so starved yesterday after watching movie and realized that I had nothing left to eat >.>

I bought 海鲜酱 and some chicken and decided to make one of my favourite foods in Brunei. But... I end up fail because I added too much sauce and it turned up too salty haha but well it tasted nice in another way =p

And I cooked a simple egg soup with sesame oil. And the chicken stock I used was weird... It is yellow in colour. And so, my soup became yellow in colour and tasted a bit different.

My dinner!!!

Chicken thighs with seafood sauce

Yummy egg with sesame oil soup

By Derick

Movie @ Warwick

2009-10-12T03:38:00.001+01:00

Tonight I went to watch movie with my flatmates. We watched "the boat that rocks" it is a nice movie. I like it quite much and so the others do. Well, this cinema is run by students and it is actually a lecture hall. But the environment is not bad to watch a movie.

Taken at the seat I sat.

Those are my flatmates walking in the cold to the cinema.

Well just another vain me XD

By Derick

My new iPhone

2009-10-11T12:34:00.000+01:00

Omg.... After months of waiting I finally get my iPhone and now I am entitled to unlimited data access and wifi within UK which is pretty cool. I can go online everywhere I want and now I can blog everywhere I want hehe and this is my 1st attempt to blog using it =D

My flatmate had 14th shot with this bomb before he off to club lol

I didn't go to the club instead I went to some sort of old bar restaurant near my flat, VARSITY. The place is nice and the foods is cheap and drinks also nice lol. I just like that place .

This was taken on our way back to Heronbank. Those are the ppl live in my floor and flat. Nice peeps!

By Derick

Greetings from Warwick!!!

2009-10-01T01:32:00.001+01:00

Hello Peeps!!!

Currently I am in my university already and staying in my ensuite room. I know I should have updated my blog like days ago when I reached london. HAHA but the internet around Brunei Hall really sucks =.= I can't even chat properly and so I was lazy to post anything regardings london.. especially upload those photo because it just kept on failing.

And I reach my accomodation and I am in the Orientation programme for international students now. This event ends on this Friday so.. I guess I will upload all those photos and together with all the rubbish stories on Saturday!

So yea.. stay tune on Derick's Blog =)

P.s I am doing really fine here and I am just tired of walking over a great distance >< but well I enjoyed it somehow. And I want to say that my room is awesome and big =) That's all.

Shopped!

2009-09-27T00:30:00.002+01:00

Yesterday, I went to my University(Warwick) and its city centre, Coventry for one day trip visit. I was asked by a girl who is going to the same university and same hall as me, to go coventry to open our bank account. So yea, since I had nothing else to do, so I went.

Well, not only both of us.. her sis was following too =) dun think wrong... =.=

We took a coach from Victoria Station to Coventry.. Omg.. 3 hours couch ride is nightmare.. my ass was pain =.= and another 3 hours back to london. =S

The city of Coventry freaked me out alot... a damn "kampung".. like so empty and... well totally different from london. =.= But the university of warwick made my mood nicer =) I love the campus very much.. It is huge and need to walk much. When I arrived there, first thing came in mind was that I need to get a bike. hahah

I went to visit my accomodation, Heronbank. It is awesome. Look like hotel.. so relaxing the atmosphere and scenery. The negative side is just that there is too many ducks around.. so all the pathway is full with duck shit =.= and feathers. hahah maybe i could have made some duvet from those feathers AHHAAH

I was trying to get the status letter from the university to open my bank account, but I couldn't get it.. I can only get it next week(1week before my course start).. that is sad... I didn't get anything done in coventry but just view all those scenery. And ride a 40min bus from the city to my uni =SSS

Anyway, it was really a tiring day =/

And today! I went to shopping alone! Because everyone was busy with their own stuffs. Kong and Kon went to Lego's land with his sis and I can't follow because they bought their tickets already. I had a english breakfast @ aberdeen steak house. It was nice and worth the money, 7pounds (2 toast, 2 bacon, baked bean, sausage, 1 sunshine egg, mushroom and 2 harshbrown).

Then, I just walked around those streets. I went to Zara and bought 1 jacket and 2 t-shirt. I went to Next which they had their 50% off! So I bought a jean there with just 15pounds(down from 38pounds). And I went to Bershka and bought 1 jacket and 1 jean. LOL 3 days after baru I started to shop around. HEHE

Tomorrow will be another shopping day for me but I don't have much pounds left with me ><

Anyway, I am very tired now. I will post again! stay tune!!

HEY!

2009-09-23T23:18:00.003+01:00

HEY HEY HEY!!!! I am posting in LONDON!!!

Now, I am in the transit room in Brunei Hall. A lot of students arrived on 23rd Sept. So the flight is full as well as the hall itself. So crowded and tiring...

The 16hours flight is... consider a nightmare.. I thought it would be fun but.. I am wrong.. totally wrong.. The plane shook all the way of the trip(well, sometimes) and I can't even sleep properly.. so I was 16hours awaken... lol But I had a new and rare experience in this flight. During the flight, YeePing and Weideng were talking outside the toilet and I was curious then I went there as well, then more and more ppl gathered there like sort of a gathering there... and none of the steward chase us back to our own seat, instead they talked with us and served us some "business class" foods and we started to explore things at the back. And we took some photos there.

We reached Dubai International Airport but it was midnight and we just wandering around for around half an hour.. so nothing much we did there.. I just managed to get to the duty-free shop... nothing special.. nothing much...

London.. I like those buildings in London.. they are cool and elegant! (photo will upload asap when I get a stable internet) Brunei Hall isn't that bad as I heard.. it is stayable... at least I get a bed and pillow and blanket =)

The weather here is fine.. not that crazy cold. Just cool! like you stay in an aircon room. The terrible part is just when it rains in the night. It is like dripping cold water with ice cube in it on you in an aircon room. That I would consider as freezing in the case. Anyway, I just like(love) the weather here.. sunny but cool.. I can enjoy the sun as well as the breeze =)

I had McDonald for my lunch and a chinese food for my dinner in london for my 1st day =) Foods here is not cheap!!! and for restaurant they charge addition 10% upon your receipt.. it is painful to eat outside! My dinner was 12.87pounds! but my lunch was 1.99pound ^^ I got a McD voucher at the street. =)))

The shopping in London is awesome!!! Countless shops and streets.. Too many things to see but I have limited time/energy/money =( Well, lucky I have a few days in London before I go to my uni.. So I can shop slowly and decide which one to buy.. The price is not cheap but reasonable.. 一分钱一分货

Now, I wanna get myself a light jacket or windbreaker so I can carry around easily.. rather than carry my heavier one.. and it is bulky as well. haha

Well, I hope next post I could upload some photos.. and thats all for today!

Busy busy busy

2009-09-17T18:58:00.002+01:00

Greetings!!!

Sorry for neglecting this blog for timesss. hehe

I am busy shopping and spending my time with my family before I depart to United Kingdom. And now.. my legs are a bit pain due to over walking hahahaha and I am spending alot this month =S

I had already packed my stuffs month ago since my mom kept on nagging me. And now, I thank my mom for doing that.. haha.. because I have more time to do my other stuffs rather than nervous on what to pack and what not to pack. Everything is under my control =)

Many people been asking me regarding my course and university. I am going to University of Warwick to study Mathematics, Operational Research, Statistics and Economics. I know the course name is longgg.. to be short, just pronounce it as MORSE. I am studying an integrated master course for it so it is 4 years course.

And days ago, I just done my enrolment and next week selecting my modules and do my timetable and join the sport clubs etc etc... will be another busy week and by that time I will be at UK.

To those who don't know when am I flying.. I am flying on 22nd Sept, this coming Tuesday 8pm! HAHA

A song to recommend!

2009-09-06T15:42:00.002+01:00

Another recommendation from Derick! That is songs from Alien Huang(黄鸿升 a.k.a 小鬼). Remember the host in 娱乐百分百? The one next to Show? That is him. He was a singer before but well, I don't think you guys know that.. maybe some knew it =X Anyway, I recommend songs from his album in preference order. Click and listen =) Hope you like it as well =D

1. 不屑
2. 鬼混
3. 鬼打墙

Soon and it is too fast...

2009-09-02T20:29:00.001+01:00

Just less than three weeks and I am leaving to uk to study... Now this moment I don't know should I be happy or sad because I am going to some place experience something new and gonna meet lot of new friends BUT I gonna miss all my friends over here and all those moments with them =S well I guess this is life that we goona part =]

Wait another nine months and I will be back and hope you guys won't forget me > < no matter what, I will try to keep touch with you guys. Hopefully my course isn't that busy...

Something shouldn't have said...

2009-08-30T19:59:00.000+01:00

我真的不懂有什么事
总为了爱我不顾一切作努力
然而好的结局需要两颗真心
但我的真心却碎了一地

无时无刻不停的想你
我的心已渐渐的退色变透明
如果我爱你疏远彼此的距离
那么我可以把爱藏在心里

对不起不该说我爱你
不愿意看着你
一步一步沉默离去
我想要珍惜每一刻和你
如果一切回到原地
我可以

守护你学会逗你开心
分担你的伤心
一辈子做你的天使
我会躲在角落里静静地看着你
往幸福走去

Party ended...

2009-08-27T23:05:00.002+01:00

Hey people!

First of all, I would like to thank you for your coming =) I appreciate every attendance of yours. Well, the whole night is.. err.. I think I was not a good host that there was sort of awkwardness around. HAHA I know I invited different groups of people and this is expected in the beginning. So.. for this part.. I think I didn't plan well. But still, everyone is my friend so I would like invite everyone in one go! Hehe.. sorry for those boredom or awkward or weird feelings if there is =P

And if I didn't serve you well.. I am sorry about it =/ But I did tried my best to serve everyone in every corner ><

Well, overall the party.. could be fun or not-fun at all.. I don't know but at least I feel satisfied. But still, I think some people are bored and feel weird around haha. Maybe I should split the party =S And this is the first time that I organised such a big one and venue is at my house again... So.. I think I would do better for next time.

Well.. THANKS ChiHo, Chiihaw, KuiChuan, Foo, Jin, Robinson, GheeVui, ChiaoYin, LihEn, Chinnu, ChenHoe, PikShien, Hwa, Yvonne, YihFang, YenLu, CaiYen, YeePing, IngSiang, CheaXin, WeiHon, WeiYik, CheeTa, Gladys, Jeff, Adrian, CheeYi, WeiDeng, Calvin, Jun, Adrena, RenWei, Daniel, YiingSuang, Eric, Shim, HaoHan, Joana, Peggie, ChenHui, Brian, Raymond, Jason, ChungSun.

I hope I didn't miss out anyone =)

Latest parking!

2009-08-22T11:24:00.002+01:00

New update for my invitation in Facebook

2009-08-20T11:29:00.004+01:00

I just uploaded a map of how to reach my house in Facebook. Just in case you don't log in your facebook.. you can view it here. =) I will add some descriptions here..

The "OLD Pizzahut" building is not pizzahut anymore now. It is some other company now. But well, it is still next to HuaHo house (Pehin Lau's house). There is a downhill road beside the building, just drive along the way and you get to pass 2 humps, right after the 2nd hump (infront of an abandoned green flat), you reach my house.

BUTTTTT you just park outside my house.. I don't think you will find any parking inside my house and it is better because you can leave early or at anytime you want if you park outside. =) Just park along the road and make sure u don't block the either road. haha

(Park on the red area)

For those who think they will be the last to go and wish to park inside, just let me know in advance. hehe I reserve some parking slot at the back of my house.

And lastly, thanks for your cooperation =) and it will be ideal if you carpool as I mentioned in my facebook. =D

If you see him...

2009-08-20T11:22:00.003+01:00

If you see him... 若你碰见他... Tanya Chua's latest album has just released days ago! I love her vocal and her compose. Anyway, there is a few songs that I recommended.

The album photo is nice too. I like the feeling. =)

1. 若你碰到他 (If you see him)
2. 红色高跟鞋 (Red heel)
3. 抛物线 (Parabola)
4. 谁 (Who)
5. 男人 (Guy)

out of the album, I recommend these songs. Try to listen =D

不能没有你

2009-08-19T15:34:00.002+01:00

This movie trailer is quite touching.. I feel sad and sorry when watching it. I am waiting for the dvd to be release.. definitely I want to catch up this movie. I post the trailer here and the description. Hope you will like it too =)

劇情簡介：李武雄，一名來自高雄紅毛港漁村的中年男子，七年前與同居女友生下女兒後，女友隨即不告而別。隨著女兒長大、入學問題到來，他想要幫女兒辦理戶籍登記，才發現同居女友早有結婚登記，依戶籍法規相關的規定，女兒的父親不能登記為李武雄。為了爭取女兒撫養權，他南北來回奔波，四處陳情尋求協助，卻一無所獲，無助的他選擇了抱著女兒從台北天橋往下跳。

Wu-Hsiung LI is a middle-aged man from a fishing village in Kaohsiung. He has a daughter with his girlfriend, but she left him immediately after giving birth. As his daughter is nearing the age of entering school, he needs to get her registered. However, according to the law, he is unable to register as the father since his former girlfriend is already married. What else can he do?

It is set!

2009-08-16T20:20:00.001+01:00

Hey peeps!

Party is currently set on 27th August 2009 Thursday @ my house!

More info can check in FB, I have sent out invitation.

ATTENTION!!!

2009-08-14T12:58:00.001+01:00

Hey people!!! I might going to organise a house party on 29/8 the last saturday of August. What do you think? Do you willing to come? Any comments or suggestions?

Venue: My place OR SeriKemayan
Time: Afternoon till late night OR night till late night
Foods: Catering OR BBQ

The pain...

2009-08-08T10:13:00.003+01:00

HAHA... my previous post title dragged a lot of visitors to my blog! You all yellow-minded hehe..

Anyway, I just back from a scholarship ceremony at Polo and Riding Club. Well.. overall.. it was "fun" and "interesting" =X I get to see MOE minister in real person.. well it looks abit different from what I saw in photo.

And the seating is so MIB.. parents are separated to guy and lady on either side.. and so as the scholars. I guess my mom was so bored there.. and yea.. she said if she knew the seating is like tat, she would stay at home lol. For my dad.. he knew most of my friends' dad.. so not a big deal to it.

The ceremony was short that lasted less than one hour. Just speeches and doas..

I didn't eat there after the ceremony.. instead, I went to MeiFang..

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Both my legs are suffering now.. PAIN from my foot to butt! HAHA

My 1st time....

2009-08-07T11:44:00.002+01:00

Today I made my step to Bt. Shahbandar... my 1st time.. tiring 1st time HAHA

Well, I thought it would be okay for me to hike that stupid hill.. but I overestimated myself lol... I suffered alot along the way and rest a lot lol... I AM A WEAKLING!!! Recall my last hike was like... 3 years ago! and was at Tasek Lama.. ><

This time just hike the shortest one and I was like omg.. i wan to die.. can i just jump off the hill lol

I need more practice and more stamina and more endurance! Time to train my weak legs!!!

Aim: 13 hills? LOL *dream on*

So real...

2009-08-06T06:57:00.002+01:00

Just come across this song from Taylor Swift and Colbie Caillat. The lyrics is so true and touching and sad...

BREATHE

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But its killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin like the end of a sad movie,
Its the kinda ending you dont really wanna see.
Cause its tragedy and itll only bring you down,
Now I dont know what to be without you around.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesnt work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Its two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know its not easy,
Easy for me.
Its two a.m.
Feelin like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this aint easy,
Easy for me.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

Ohhh

I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry

Lamborghini~

2009-08-05T13:11:00.005+01:00

I SAW A LAMBORGHINI this afternoon at JPD head office! Just arrive one I think. = P Well, I am actually not that into CAR but then a sport car infront of me and I was watching it unloading from the truck lol. And I took a short video of it while in the car waiting...

吵什么鬼！

2009-08-04T20:26:00.001+01:00

boo...

2009-08-01T19:31:00.003+01:00

Just now I watched SHUTTER thai version with my mom in the living room. I heard it is the scariest horror movie but well... it sucksssss.... not scary at all lol

I don't know whether is that I heard all the the scary parts from my friends or it is just non-scary HAHA

And I was suppose to be out for supper but then I was notified too late that I already bought my supper home. Sigh.. Already a long time didn't go out with them haha a bit miss the past lol

Well, today is pretty CAIYEN birthday~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Slow queennn =)

A creative karangan..

2009-07-30T14:14:00.002+01:00

I just read a forward email about a karangan. I would said that this kid is so cute... !!!

Pada malam itu, ibu bapa saya tiada di rumah. Saya tinggal dirumah seorang diri. Saya berasa sangat takut.

Tiba-tiba, saya mendengar suara orang menetuk pintu. Saya sangat takut. Saya pun membuka pintu. Tiba-tiba saya terlihat seekor hantu. Hantu itu memandang saya. Saya sangat takut, lalu menutup pintu.

Selepas itu pintu saya diketuk lagi. Saya lagi takut. Saya pergi membuka pintu. Hantu tadi masih ada disitu. Hantu itu memandang saya. Saya sangat takut, lalu menutup pintu.

Selepas itu pintu saya diketuk lagi. Saya sangat takut, lalu saya pergi buka pintu. Hantu itu sangat takut. Saya pun menutup pintu kerana saya sangat takut.

Selepas itu, ibu dan bapa saya balik. Hantu itu sudah tiada. Saya sangat gembira. Ibu saya memeluk saya. Dia sangat gembira. Hantu itu gembira juga ka?

JUMPA CIKGU!

HAHA... I know this is boring.. I just being random to blog sth. HAHA

Next month...

2009-07-26T09:20:00.002+01:00

will be extremely boring i think... HAHA

So many friends have back to their own study abroad and UBD/ITB are starting really soon. So, they will all be busy with their own academics and works. =/ And.. I will be rotting at home.. maybe grow some algae as well LOL

Nearly 2 months.. what should I do? lol I am thinking to work but then.. should I? I doubt it HAHA for sure, I will regret right after I start working.. >.<

Well... life begins to turn boredd..... =)

Time up

2009-07-23T23:27:00.003+01:00

I guess there are something that not meant to be told or informed.. but through the actions and feelings, I think I know what is that mean. Well, I am sad honestly because we shared happy memories and laughs together in the past... but now, what I get and know is "gap". I know it was my fault to lead it to this situation but then.. because of this, I learned that who am I is to you guys... haha... =S

I can't describe the feelings that I had but I just know everything is different.. that sudden changes in a month? haha... come and go? you know... all these just made me feel sad that I wonder I shouldn't know you all in the first place? was that a right decision? haha.. i don't know.. i really don't know...

but can't denied is that you guys are really awesome and nice. At least every moments were memorable and cool.

Now, maybe you guys have your own new circle to share the fun, the laughs... but I'm not hating.. I'm just sad to see this situation and what I can do is wish you guys really have fun and be happy always.

Perhaps it is the time.. time is up.. time to say goodbye?

2009-07-05T17:39:00.000+01:00

你们真的非常神奇
就这样出现在这里
多庆幸能够在一起
说说笑笑什么也可以

你们带我看见生命
让每天都充满惊奇
喜怒哀乐都有特例
不能在一起也不能把谁忘记

谢谢你们陪我一起的快乐
谢谢你们陪我走过了伤痛
我的人生因你们而不同
但最后还是沉默而终

谢谢你们这些日子的宽容
我知道我的任性让你们难受
最后一次最后一面
留下了最不舍的再见

2009-07-01T09:43:00.002+01:00

夜半孤单的心情要说给自己听
眼泪若哭尽就让回忆远行
幸福的歌曲要唱给自己听
我们走到底却剩伤心

心碎崩溃的声音只能让自己听
迂回的痕迹还残留在心底
想念你的心情我想唱给你听
不期待回应这样就行

Happy Birthday my best friend TKC!!!

2009-06-19T20:37:00.003+01:00

OH MY GOD

Someone reach his 20th!!! ^^

Happy Birthday "oldman" TKC!!!

LOL

Friend =]

2009-06-19T19:34:00.002+01:00

All friends have their ups and downs,
and sometimes you need to say sorry..

Don't wait for the other person to do it first.

Because you never know what could happen.

Happy birthday WeiDeng!!!

2009-06-12T17:24:00.002+01:00

Another Birthday boy~

Happy Birthday to WeiDeng deng deng~!!!

Enjoy your day and best wishes =D

Farewell GER KINGLIN

2009-06-09T18:24:00.003+01:00

Another 2 friends leaving =/

Farewell to:
Roger Lim

KingLin

(I can't find the photo only me and you in my laptop ><)

Have fun on your weekend there!!! LOL
AND ALL THE BEST THERE =D
See both of you in the future~

BYE TEE!

2009-06-07T20:07:00.002+01:00

FAREWELL JOHNATHAN TEE KING YANG!
A BEST FRIEND OF MINE =)

Bye tee... I will miss you.. life without you will make a difference. =/

Well, best wishes to you over there and have fun dude~! although it is another brunei town XD

Hope we meet as soon as possible in the future =) Keep in touch yo~!

Happy Birthday Eric

2009-06-06T17:27:00.003+01:00

Happy Birthday Mr Eric Lim Leong Shyr!!!

You're one year older now HAHAHA Enjoy your day =DDD

Thursday and Friday

2009-06-06T15:19:00.003+01:00

Thursday was a small gathering to meet ChenHoe and GheeVui!!! I am failure.. I just know they are back when they are already in Brunei a few days =.= HAHA

As usual, the venue of the gathering is in the Mall... where else can we go in Brunei? lol Everyone start to meet up at the foodcourt. I fetched GheeVui and just as I arrived in the Mall, my brother called me and asked me to bring his notebooks to school for him for the sake of assessment marks zzz and so I went back again.

Then I was back again and I parked in the carpark and paid $2 because I think we will be lingering in the mall till night. Who know no movie available in the noon except JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG CONGKAK(ewwww). And so, Cheeta said lets go his house for rummy/mahjong/karaoke. =.= $2 flew~~~~

Oh yea, forgot to mention.. I really want to cut ChenHoe and HaoHan's hairrrrrr lol they are like the bettles

We had dinner @ escapade and catch up the movie, MONSTERS VS ALIENS. It is a nice family movie. Laugh and touching part. But don't give it too much expectation. haha

Then meet up with YenLu and SheeLing and FOO @ Chill. Talk and talk and they watched Transformer there.

After that, I said I want to watch horror movie so we went to grab the dvd, SHUTTER(THAI VERSION) and went to Cheeta's house again. BUTTTTT the disc spoiled =.= And we watched Crazy Eight, a kindergarten horror movie =D zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

And the day ended...

Saturday was a farewell party @ the Empire for Tee, KingLin and Roger. Afternoon was sport time, swimming, rugby, hit by sea wave etc etc etc.... it was fun but then now not fun, coz all my muscles pain =.=

Nighttime is what I craving for HAHA. DRINK!!! Okay, I drank Beer, Wine and liquor yesterday night and I didn't drunk! and no puke this time WOOTZ HAHA But I was too high that can't controlled. lol Photo takin everywhere and anytime. The harsh game I played yesterday night was not about drinking... it is SLAPPING FACE. my face is getting painful now.. abit itchy itchy lol And the next harsh game is HAMBURGER. this made my back painful now lol and I been tickling ppl around lol so fun~!

And I left in the early morning around 5am, driving Peggie home all the way behind Roger's car haha and thanks for the signal lol

Overall, it is a fun night =D and sad that they're leaving next week. I doubt when is the next time we meet again =/

2009-06-02T22:49:00.001+01:00

伤太深
我傻傻拼凑起回忆
在十字交口处回头望去
刺痛的风吹起
吹进我的心里
站在悬崖边我还不肯离去

蒲公英
在盛开后逐渐离去
分散的心情又落在哪里
我心飘浮不定
一有波动就想靠近
能让我停的港口在哪里

走了好远的路途终点会在哪里
多年的寻觅都得不到回应
你天真的笑若隐若现消失在人群里
在风中的我盘旋着不停

走了好远的路途我似乎看见你
曾经的依赖一直游荡心里
我安静的哭不愿烦扰消失在黑夜中
沉溺在不自由的解脱

People are back!!!

2009-06-02T21:51:00.002+01:00

More and more friends are back to Brunei!!! It is good newsssss

So far, Rebecca, ChenHoe and GheeVui are back in Brunei, and I had only seen Rebecca which is week ago. HAHA

Anyway, I'm a bad friend lol I only knew ChenHoe is back till he told me in msn while he was already in Brunei =.= So, I decided Thursday to meet up @ you know where.. THE MALL. and also GheeVui and Rebecca. I saw GheeVui's msn pm stated: Brunei here I come blablabla. I thought she is just going to come back BUT she is already here as I heard lol >.<

So, peeps! Thursday, meet up!

End of the month will have more people around! tats cool ^^ I sense gatheringS partIES outingS lol

Well, welcome back FRIENDS~

this hour....

2009-05-21T20:01:00.002+01:00

Suppose I'm lying on my bed and dreaming now.. but then.. I just can't sleep. I guess another depression.. another down.. sad.. pathetic...

Well, I don't know.. I just have strange feelings inside. I don't know whether it is positive or negative. Suppose I felt happy by now but it is like something is opposing it, make me feel guilty? what's is wrong with me? Well, I really don't know.

I began to be panaroid again these days and digging memories.. good or bad =S well sort of torture myself with some of my thoughts.

I thought I have brought myself into life.. a happy life.. but do I? I really doubt it. Somehow, I just feel like crying, have my tears wash away my hate my unhappiness. And go to the beachside and shout as loud as I can. I suppose I just need some means to relieve myself. Something that can keep me up all times to let me forget of something.

If I have hurt anyone these days, I am sorry for that. When I am in this kind of period, my temper is uncontrollable. My attitude and my words will be rude. If you get offended, you have my apology. I don't wish there is any misunderstandings... if you think there is, don't hesitate to come to me, you will have my explanation.

Sigh.. I have a hard time during this hour... I don't think I will be able to sleep =/

And I don't know who I can get to.. and eventhough there is one, I also don't know what actually is my problem. It is like bees buzzing in my mind =S

I guess another maintenance mode is on? haha =S =/ =[

Farewell Xiong

2009-05-21T06:09:00.011+01:00

Hello peeps! How's life? =D Well, if you're asking me what am I up to these days, the answer is "SERIES, TV SERIES" and music.. song...

Anyway, I just finished watching" FRINGE", a tv series from FOX. Oh MY GODD it is awesome and cool. Worth to watch it

Fringe follows the exploits of FBI special agent Olivia Dunham, mad scientist Walter Bishop, and his son “jack of all trades” Peter Bishop as they investigate aspects of fringe science (rare diseases, cryptids, transhumans with psychic abilities, teleportation, and so forth). All over the world, a series of apparent experiments collectively referred to as "the Pattern" (e.g., a newborn baby who rapidly ages and dies within a few hours, a bus full of passengers trapped in a strange substance like mosquitoes in amber) are occurring for reasons unknown. Olivia, Peter, and Walter are in charge of investigating these strange events to determine their source. Connected to the Pattern is Massive Dynamic, a leading global research company that holds the patents for a number of new and important technologies. Their enemy is ZFT, a bioterrorist organization which is orchestrating all of the strange occurrences in order to prepare for a destructive technological singularity.

This series inspired me to learn more in science now lol and regain my interest in chemistry and biology lol

I can't wait for the season 2 which coming soon in this fall in US. =/ that is long. BUT I will wait. haha and since I finished FRINGE and I have nothing to do, so I grab PrisonBreak season 1 and watch it, I found it quite interesting too lol.

Okay.. I know my life sucks.. only watch tv and internet and sleep. =/// but I can't anything else to do. Oh yea, I already stop my game, wow.... so yea. Please grab me to any activity before I die of boredom in my room lol

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Weixiong is leaving soon.. tomorrow.. >.< Farewell dude! All the best and best wished to "life" and academic over there =D when I pay a visit to KL, I will pay you a visit but I don't know when is that =S my june trip is unconfirmed due to H1N1 =SS Anyway, I heard that there was a farewell dinner for him yesterday, and I wasn't informed(I guess someone just don't want to see me) But well, to me, you're a nice and caring friend =] can say that I am lucky to know you haha...

The only one on one photo with him which was taken last year ><

Well, keep in touch ya? buh-bye dude =)

2009-05-20T10:33:00.002+01:00

Past is past...
If thing is meant to be history, let it be...
If thing is not meant to be yours, let it go...
Smile and forget it...

一个人

2009-05-12T08:31:00.002+01:00

[一个人]

我又一个人走在公园里散步
抬头望着月光散落的孤独
寂寞的风吹来不安和难过
我已明白我们已走到最后

回忆徘徊在无人夜静的路途
我只能关上门一个人痛哭
忘不了逃不掉挂念的束缚
闭上眼结束这最后的旅途

我好舍不得那快乐的开始
我好想从头回到刚开始的序幕
好想再一次再一次牵你的手
一起看海岸线等待着日出

我好舍不得忘了所有故事
一个人生活难免会迷失了自我
走过的路途
回想的时候
寂寞终究比快乐还多

一个人有的时候或许自由一些......
Sometimes, you feel free when you are alone......
一个人有的时候或许快乐一些......
Sometimes, you feel happier when you are alone......

SICK!!!

2009-05-05T14:59:00.002+01:00

Arghhhhh... I'm sick now and it is not fun because all come at once. =.=

Coughing.... Sneezing.... Sorethroat(swollen).... Dizzy.... Fever.... Backache.... ZZZ

My friend told me why some are like SWINE FLU. LOL! No, I don't have swine flu, no worry.

Well, I have to blame myself for getting sick.

I slept late. I slept anytime(no fixed). I don't sleep sometimes.

I played and drank too much? I sang too much?

I didn't exercise. I didn't exposed to sunlight for a long time. I don't eat fruits.

LOL. My life is dead... same as my body.. DEAD RIP! =X

Sigh... I just hope I get well soon =/

WOW!

2009-05-02T11:00:00.004+01:00

WOW =/= world of warcraft here. It is really the expression, WOW!

Yesterday morning, I went for breakfast with Daniel and KingLin at KAYU. Well, my 1st time there and I didn't know what to do, then they said "roti tisu" quite famous. And the waitress said so too. SO... I ordered it ><

Look at this...

IT IS SO BIG =.= I can't even finish a quarter of it. lol It tastes sweet and oily lol and $3 for a big "tissue"

When the waitress took it to our table, she was laughing. Then the other customers around us also laughed. =.= Well, so paiseh. LOL And we were laughing too and I asked her, mana boleh makan? besar eh. LOL

HAHA

Next time when I'm going to have a party, I will just order few pieces of tissue that's all. Easy and economical and definitely you will get full. XDDD

Late demo

2009-04-24T18:59:00.004+01:00

Hey everyone. I think I posted the lyrics and the background music of this demo last year, but that time there wasn't any melody in the demo. And I just found this demo with my vocal on it and I totally forget to upload it last year >.<

Maybe you have no idea which song I am talking about. Nevermind. Just treat this as a new demo =] Anyway, I think I forgot to boost vocal volume when I mix them down so the background music is louder than my vocal but still it can be heard =]

[爱上孤寂 In Love with loneliness]

看不见喜或悲我走得有点憔悴
站在十字交口中间想得很累

我何必去强求不属于我的玫瑰
被那荆棘伤了又伤独自流泪

看那河流流往哪去
感受风儿吹往哪去
我就跟随而去

人群和我自己不经意走散远去
看不见任何踪迹我站在这里

迷蒙找寻的爱却被放在视线外
多少痛苦多少眼泪你不明白

看那月光照亮那里
看那星星闪烁不已
我就站在这里
我已爱上孤寂

Do you know me well? Try it!

2009-04-24T13:09:00.001+01:00

As the title stated...
DO YOU KNOW ME WELL?

Give it a try @ HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?

Just don't understand

2009-04-23T22:32:00.003+01:00

Okay... This is going to be another long post... and I typed this in the midnight, so it is going to be very sad and biased...

Sometimes I just don't understand myself... what am I really want? what am I really looking for? I always expect something to be special especially on me! Friendship, result, life and etccc...

Well, I don't really care about results as long as it is a pass grade and it is what I deserve on what I done for it. But still, this world... results lead everything. If you have an awesome results, you get everything. If you don't, you are just a FAILURE~! Don't even complain about it, you just don't deserve anything. No matter how hard you do, with a crap result, you are nothing. Well, some of you might said that I have a good result don't you? Err.. Well, when you compared.. is my results really awesome? I would said NO. But it is what I expected from what I have studied, so I am happy with it, just that if miracle could happen, I hope it would be better. Sometimes, I think I just get my results by LUCK, not by my knowledge. Can you imagine, with a break down of ABABC, I end up with A? This is ridiculous... even my teacher was shocked when she looked at the breakdown and commented that I am really lucky. Well, this is actually sad.. I thought I did well for my paper 5, and I was expecting A for it, and I get C?! ><>

Friends? haha sometimes I asked myself, what are friends? who are friends? and why we need friends for? I defined friend as someone that is there when you need them, and take in account of your existence and share happy and sad stuffs with you and someone that understand you. This is how I determined my real friend. Well, there is always fake friend around, don't them? Someone who looks for you when they need something from you and after that, *kaboom* no more contact... and after sometimes, they find you again.. ask you to do something then disappear again... WHAT IS THIS? Only when they need you and make use of you, they remember you. Well, I don't give a damn to this kind of "friendship". And if you're one of them, PLEASE stop approaching me, you're just making me hate you more and don't expect I would do anything for you again.

Sometimes, I am wondering when someone stop contacting you and only when you approach them, they start to talk with you and etcc.. are they really treat you as a friend? It is like they don't even bother to check out how are you now? only till you check out how are them. =/ And maybe you people used to be GOOD FRIEND in the past and just a holiday or a short term break, you people don't even bother to contact. Well, maybe you are just the one concern about how your friend is and they never bother how is yours? So, are you really a friend of them? Or you're just the one bother about this "friendship". HAHA =S

Well I may sound panaroid and think too much in that case, but if you put yourself in my shoe, what do you think? Probably you will think of the same thing. And yea, I am a sensitive and panaroid one.. so yea.. =/

And regarding my life.. I know it is rotting.. really rotting.. I am just gaming and sleeping for the past few months. =/ I know I should at least get a job or do something meaningful BUT I am just too lazy and just want to slack off and enjoy this gap. And after my degree, I am going to work till I am retired and I do get holiday every year but it is way too short for me to relax. SO now is the only time that I can do whatever I want, SO why should I bother to work? HAHA omg.. I am totally useless! a scrub i suppose. =/ Well, I do want to work.. BUT THEN without a degree cert, what work will I be assigned with? Most probably, I will do paperwork, filing, all those rubbish stuffs... and what can I gained from them except the "salary". I need something that I can really learn something out of it and something that really challenging. BUT which company would bother to give such an important task to someone w/o a degree cert and working experience? LOL

These few days, I can't really sleep. Well not because of WOW. I just do alot of thinking when I lied on my bed. There is something really annoy me and I tried to find out the thing. I guess I know what is it but I don't know what can do it for it and should I do anything to it. =/ I fear something would happened again and I DON"T WISH IT to happen =S

Somehow I really want to get myself really drunk and forget about the thing. And sometimes even worst, I wish I could just leave this world and I would never think about it anymore. =/

Well, don't worry too much about me... I am saying that. I will keep myself strong and try to get over it as soon as possible. Oh man.. I really hate myself sometimes =(

A boring day~

2009-04-22T16:46:00.004+01:00

Today is hot and boring~~~~

Nothing much happened today, just me "relaxing" in my room lol I was awake since 8am but I still lied on my bed till 12pm. And today started with WOW again... omg.. I am a bit... bored of wow now lol I need something else, something interesting to have fun with lol. Then around 2pm, I out with my mom to fetch brother to gym and I went to MD collect my award cert and A level cert. It was there like 2 weeks ago and now only I went and took it. =P Then I back home and take an afternoon nap till 6pm LOL *I M A SLEEP PIG* Then woke up and continue WOW.. but nothing much to do inside there. HAHA =SSS

Although it was already night time, weather still hot zzz And since nothing to do, then I decided to continue on my song compose lol Anyway, I am going to share the lyrics here. You're welcome to comment on them =)

仔细寻觅过每一个角落探听你可能所在的下落
我也曾梦过没有你的日子如何过
孤单寂寞难过

你从不告诉我你的感受总是我揭穿你所有借口
感觉也变奏我和你的距离没尽头
剩放手或许能够自由

感觉变了温度降了我们都已走到尽头了
为何我舍不得还想守护什么勉强地把记忆给挽留了

感觉变了我心痛着付出太多心会舍不得
你冷淡地对着我还忍受着你的折磨期待感觉变得好了

I still working on the melody but it is doing well, I got the overall idea just need to perfect the playing now and also... singing XD I think I should be able to do the recording soon. One of my friend told me that I should send my song to Astro, but should I? LOL my song is so low standard, send there also no use. Just make me paiseh nia LOL But anyway, thanks for the compliments and infos. I will consider about it if I really confident with myself =)

Hitz: Love Me 可不可以爱我

2009-04-20T19:23:00.007+01:00

Time to recommend a new song. =) This is one of the song from the latest album of 卢学叡.

I just simply love this song when I listened to it. The lyrics and melody are nice. So I recommend it to all of you here =) Hope you guys like it too.

主打：可不可以爱我

为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬
你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞

KARAN!!!

2009-04-20T18:09:00.002+01:00

OMG!!! What happened to my area... zzzz... two days straight no current at 7+pm! This is terrible. And lasted for one hour plus. So hot and so boring.... And it always occur when I want to reply someone in the msn.

And this time, before the 1st day, I watched COMING SOON and now this happened to me... it issss scaryyy LOL

Anyway, life without current is ZZZZ. This is the main point of this post LOL

2009-04-19T17:54:00.001+01:00

青春的上游白云飞走藏够雨还有
闪过的念头潺潺地流走

命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙换一颗红豆

回忆如困兽
寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头反而更自由

Coming Soon...

2009-04-19T16:28:00.002+01:00

Finally I get my ass out of my chair and went out with friends lol. This time was a movie outing and it was the movie that I anticipated much for past few weeks. It is COMING SOON. I heard people said it should be very scary and nice. And so, three girls and me went to watch it. Oh man... Saturday night is a terrible timing to look for a parking at Gadong. I called the cinema to hold on my booking because I was still looking for parking in the basement and it had already past the collecting time =.=

Well, the movie is just okay. I don't know whether is that my expectation is too high or the movie is meant to be just okay. But one part of the movie is scary and the other parts are just so-so. So, if you're looking for a really scary horror movie, "Coming Soon" might not be your choice =) I suppose it is more like a thriller rather than a ghost movie.

And we met JingYi in the mall before our movie start. She was having a late-dinner function in at Riqzun. And I saw Teacher Veronica too. So surprising! lol

Then after movie, we went to Sheeling's house. And I waited outside her house like for half an hour. They didn't tell me that they went to buy foods zzzz LOL And I saw Foo with IngSiang, Weideng and Makai coming together in Foo's car. And we're still waiting for the girls. =.=

Then usual storiesssss time till late night around 3+am LOL Wah.. lot of reminiscence. Lot of stories in the secondary... I miss all those moments.. I miss all you people... =]

I think this is all for today =) Nights~

Dreamsss

2009-04-14T12:50:00.002+01:00

I like to dream during my sleep. It is the most enjoyable moment during my sleep. It is like watching a drama or movie and I wish I will not wake up till the very end of the dream.

Sometimes, I dream of some event and it did happened days or months after. <-- A forecast dream?

Sometimes, I wonder what actually a dream is trying to tell me?

I know you would probably dream of what you think the most on the day or before you sleep. Yeah! This is proven on my own.

Well, yesterday and today, I have dreamed on the same thing. I dream of all my friends, secondary friends and college friends. Like in a gathering in some restaurants. And in a big hall, more like a school reunion. In the dream, I saw a lot of my friends that are mostly all studying abroad. =/ And I dreamed of chinese orchestra performing on a big hall stage with everyone wearing formal. lol

HAHA. Well, I miss you guys alot and I wonder when will I able to meet up with you guys again... years later? or never ever again =SSS Ohhh.. this is sad (>.<)

Forgotten

2009-03-27T11:12:00.001Z

Finally, after a long while, I come up with a new demo. HAHA which was just done by this afternoon. Well, just a short chorus demo. Can't think of the verse now. Well, share with you guys 1st. Give me some suggestions on the lyrics and melody, AND not on my vocal. I know my singing sucks ><

[遗忘]

被遗忘的那一个冬天
喧闹记忆冻结时间
被遗忘的我只能怀念
销声匿迹模糊的从前

被遗忘的那一个秋天
枫叶累积难过掉落
被遗忘的我只能想念
曾经那么快乐的时间

被遗忘的我却总在你眼前
期盼有一天你能发现

Sharing

2009-03-25T16:25:00.004Z

First of all, Happy Birthday to Jonathan Tee and Chi Ho !!! =DDD

Wish you two have a fun nice day =)

------------

Today I'm going to share a song with you peeps =] The song that I mentioned in my previous post.

[三人游 - 方大同]

有些话你选择不对他说
你说某种脆弱我才感同身受
我永远都愿意当个听众安慰你的痛
保护着你从始至终

就算你的爱属于他了
就算你的手他还牵着
就算你累了

我会在这一人留两人疚三人游
悄悄的远远的或许舍不得
默默地静静地或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种幸福的资格
至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已足够了

有些话我选择保持沉默
别把实话说破隐藏我的寂寞
你的情绪依然把我牵动
躲在你心中角落的心事我能懂

就算你的爱属于他了
就算你的手他还牵着
就算你累了

我会在这一人留两人疚三人游
悄悄的远远的或许舍不得
默默地静静地或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种幸福的资格
至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已足够了

不知道不知道不知道
为什么为什么我的爱
我的爱还留不住你的离开
却总在等待着你回来

一人留两人疚三人游
悄悄的远远的或许舍不得
默默地静静地或许很值得
我还在某处守候着
说不定这也是一种得不到的却美好的
至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已足够了
至少我们中还有人能快乐
这样就已经够了

I really like the lyrics. =D Hope you like it too.

It has been a long time ...

2009-03-24T14:11:00.002Z

Hello~

It has been a long time since I last updated my blog. Haha

Recently, I am just wow-ing and out with friends for some functions. More and more of my friends are leaving to pursue their study =/ well, this should be a happy case but it is also sad because we won't be seeing each other for a long time. Or, maybe not going to meet again in the future. There is a chance to meet but the chance could be really small. ><

Last week, we just had a farewell gathering for Kelvin who is leaving next week and YiShien's birthday celebration at Lu's house(our HQ). That day was awesome. We stayed till 6+am in the morning. Oh my god! What we did is just talk and talk and talk. This is quite unexpected because mostly guys are there. lol

And I met YiiWen and Karen last week too. Have a nice night and nice chat. And really learned a lot of stuffs HAHA.

Recently, I am addicted to 三人游 by 方大同. I feel sad and even sad when I listen to it. The lyrics itself is awesome and also the melody. HOw I found out this song? It was played on my dvd player by my brother when I was playing wow then it is "wow" what is that song. Completely tempted to it. And it is a karaoke song, so yea. You would know what I do next. LOL

Anyway, I think I have been left out for most activities around my friends. I heard them talked last week like so many things happened around and I was the last one to know about them. Well, this is sad. Maybe I should stop play game that hardcore and relax myself and get back to the circle. =/

It really had been a time that I saw them. I was like whoa they still here when I saw them last week. I just feel like I am so ... that didn't keep in touch with them ><>

Well, maybe we should go out again in this weekend? maybe catch up a movie or just talk talk. =]

2009-03-03T12:34:00.003Z

OH MY GOD!!!

Sorry for ignoring this blog for SOSOSOSOSOSO long time =X

Well, I don't think there is still people reading this blog =/

I'm busy playing game these months and no time to update. HAHA Well, nothing much happened around me just that my friends back and go. We had some farewell, and movie catch up. BUT my times is occupied 80% by wow. HAHA

Anyway, I think I should at least something to my blog now to revive it. But what to do? =/

HAPPY CNY

2009-01-25T17:20:00.002Z

DONG DONG DONG QIANG!!!
DONG DONG DONG QIANG!!!
DONG DONG DONG QIANG DONG QIANG DONG QIANG!!!

恭喜恭喜发呀发大财！
牛年带来新希望！
我在这里祝大家
新年快乐！
HAPPY 牛 YEAR!!!

P.s. Maybe a CNY gathering at house on 30/1/2009 in the afternoon. This is yet to be confirmed! So stay tune!

Dinner

2009-01-14T10:05:00.002Z

Yesterday, finally I met up with HTYX but some people couldn't make it =/ So end with me, lu, sheeling and caiyen. And also SoonTiong and Jerry. We had dinner at ILotus, the food is just average and quite a small amount. But well, the main thing is not the food, is the "sampt" section. HAHA Talk talk talk till 10+pm then we off to Lu's place. Of course, karaoke is the main thing there. HAHA then talk lagi.... till 1+am.

After that, I went to met with the Jeff them. We went friend's place and stay there till 5+am. OMG!!! Had fun there. And learned a new game. Lost money on rummy. Well, overall nice and happy! LOL

Start of night activity!!!

2009-01-11T20:44:00.003Z

Today is the start of my night activity =D after a long time.

And I just back home 30minutes ago. HAHA

Went to Yang's and meet some new friends there and also meet all those people I haven't seen in ages. LOL

And, I think I should start to back to my social circle in the real world!

Dinner, movie, hangout...........................

People, here I come!

Singapore Action - Take 2

2009-01-11T20:28:00.002Z

Singapore Action - Take 2

Okay, I'm going to make this short. I just point out what is really interesting to share and what is not.

Day 2
We went to Bugis. There was really a big "shopping heaven". Lot of shops to explore and a big arcade to play on. I bought quite a number of tops and bottoms around there. Then we had nowhere to go, then Brandon, Eric, Jason and me went to the arcade. We spent almost 2 hours there. XD Well, it may sounds stupid to spend time in arcade but at least we done our shopping there! HAHA with 3 big shopping bags. And there was alot of arcade machine there. And I have to say that the Tekken 6 is awesome. Big television on the wall showing people's match. COOL!

And there is one arcade card game which attracted me the most. It is about the three kingdoms and one card represent one army. You attack defend by moving the card around. SO DAMN COOL!!!

Day 3
We went to Vivocity and the food court is really awesome! SO big and SO many foods to choose from. But too bad that I was having 2 ulcers on my tongue. The foods was delicious but in the same time tortured me alot ><

We spent almost 2~3 hours shopping on one level. OMG!!! And the I.P zone there was having half price sales!!! I got a shoe for $13 and jeans for $19. ^^

Then we were tired of walking around that we backed to the hotel and again, headed to the arcade@BUGIS. LOL

Day 4
We went to Orchard Road. I went to LV @ Takashimaya to ask for some bags for my mom. It was quite big and lot of tourists inside. Somehow, that made it doesn't look like a branded shop =/ XD

AND!!!! We met JenHao accidentally at G2000 in Takashimaya. OMG!!! what a coincidence! LOL He just arrived in Singapore and that was his first shopping.

Then walk around the Orchard Road. And I finally found my Esprit tops which I looked for it for 3 days. HAHA

Then we, again, tired of shopping there. We went back hotel then headed, again to the arcade@BUGIS. LOL

Day 5 ~ Day 7
We went back to Orchard and Vivocity for day 5 and 6. To complete the whole building. And nothing much to share here. And last day, walk around at Raffles and Marina Square. Then off to the airport.

Then back to BRUNEI!

Singapore Action - Take 1

2009-01-09T11:25:00.002Z

SINGAPORE ACTION - TAKE 1

It was a very early morning that I woke up. The sun was still shy to show its bright face to me and I started to prepare for my next journey. I checked everything and get myself in action. Then I arrived at the airport.... STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP This is not a storybook XDD Okay, I know this is lame. XD

Okay, back to the topic. I went to the airport around 6am and there is no one. Then I saw Brandon and slowly others arrived as well. Then we do the check in and stuffs. I was quite excited that time because I was going to Singapore with fews that I don't even know at all. I was thinking this trip would be either very nice or very boring. But good is that, this trip is very nice and very memorable. HAHA

The hotel was cool. I like it very much despite its small bathroom. HAHA and the receptionist served me look alike "Lin Yu Xuan" in the 超级星光大道. And some people also think she looks quite farmiliar. Haha.

Then we off to Raffles City. Start shopping!!!

We ate MOS Burger and my white Esprit white spoiled there. The sauce stained on it!!! =/ OMGGGG. That was the second time that I wore it. TT And the chilli cheese dog is really spicy and again there is another spicy chilli cheese dog. I can't imagine how spicy and hot it is. XD

Went to the Levi's shop, I found something I want BUT there is no size for me =S Even the staff there said why everything you asked all don't have size for you. HAHA =/

In the end, I end up empty handed for the first day...

I'm back!!!

2009-01-08T18:55:00.001Z

It is one week after I last updated my blog because I AM BACKKKK!!!

Singapore trip was really nice! I shopped alot and see alot! =D But the foods there were really scary... especially the price!!! O.O'''

Anyway, let meet up and do various stuffs or I will just stick to WOW! HAHA

Well, more stories of me in Singapore in the new post =) So, stay tune!!!

Special post to YiHuey!!!

2009-01-01T16:00:00.001Z

Now is the second day of 2009 and know what?
It is also the birthday of LIAW YI HUEY!!!

Happy Birthday To Miss YiHuey =D

*Drum Roll*
*Conductor raises his hands*
*Music starts*

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to YiHuey!!!
Happy Birthday to you~!!!

Welcome to the legal world(World of 18th). Fast fast grab your license and join us more often =D

Anyway, enjoy your day and all the best =)

----
P.s. 7 more hours, I will be off to Singapore~ Cya guys

Happy NIU year!

2008-12-31T18:43:00.001Z

2009 2009 2009!!!
It is 2009 now!!!

Happy NIUUUUU year to everyone!!!

Hope the NIUuuUUUu year bring the best luck to everyone and we have another peaceful but surprising year!

The countdown was a bit special to me as it was totally different from what it used to be last few years. A peaceful, calm, and lovely night =]

Anyway, I'll be off to Singapore soon and I guess this blog will be inactive for one whole week. Hope I got lot of stories and photos to share =D See you guys again one week after.

Special post

2008-12-30T16:33:00.003Z

This post is dedicated to LOWPAWHUI!!!!

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to HUIHUI
Happy Birthday to you!!!

You are now one year older! XD Anyway, sorry can't celebrate with you guys in KL =/ Well, enjoy your day and hope to see you soon in Brunei!

Happy New Year!!!

2008-12-30T16:19:00.002Z

Just one more day then we are going to say GOODBYE to 2008 and WELCOME to 2009!

A lot of stuffs this year, and it did let me learned a lot, ranged from knowledge to life! And of course, get know to many people.

Tomorrow will be another busy day for many people, party here and there. And of course, another busy day for those police, roadblock everywhere till late night and TRAFFIC JAM along the highway. Haha

2nd of January, I will be off to Singapore with Daniel and Eric them. I won't be in Brunei for a whole week. =/ And I feel that I am going to be sick soon!!! OMG!!! Hope my body will be as healthy as it is. I don't want to bring a sick body to Singapore ><

Anyway, I changed the playlist to Chinese New Year Songs since CNY is just one month after. Let get some festive mood! GONG XI GONG XI!!! =D

Oh yea, just in case you don't know, the tagboard is on the red bookmark, click it and leave some message for me =)

Merry Christmas

2008-12-24T18:30:00.003Z

We wish you a Merry X'mas
We wish you a Merry X'mas
We wish you a Merry X'mas
and a Happy New Year

Merry Christmas everyone!!! Did you guys enjoy the eve?

I had a BBQ at IngSiang's. It was very nice, a meet-up with some people that I long time no see ^^ Happy to see you guys again with the happy and cheerful looks. Everyone is enjoying(I guess, at least I AM) and have real fun with each other through chat, games and etc.

Thanks alot IngSiang for providing a place and prepare all the stuffs. =D

I miss the high pitch voice(HTYX) when playing the guessing word game. They were just to calm when playing the game. HAHA A totally different way of playing from HTYX.

Wish you girls at Singapore have a great Xmas night!

New year eve is round the corner and I heard no plan at all =/ Too sad I can't organize one at my place =/ Hope there is another great night awaiting us to be crazy!!!

A few days later is my cousin's wedding. ^^ Another big family function coming soon. Gotta wake up earlier and do all those wedding stuffs and watch how the bride's sisters torture my cousin ><

Back to life and Merry Xmas!!!

2008-12-23T18:06:00.002Z

Hey everyone!!! I know my blog is dead for a long long long time.

Main reason to this is that I have nothing to post about. ><><

Now, I have changed the look of my blog and revived it. Hope this is going to be a good start ^^

Anyway, this layout and skin are still under constructing. I am trying to make it look even better if I could. XP

Today is the Christmas Eve.
And advanced Merry Christmas to all of you.
And enjoy the night!!!

Free!!!

2008-11-13T07:08:00.002Z

As title stated, I am free~~~ you know.. FREEE!!!! I am a freeman XDDD

Well, it is time to have fun. Anything just text me out. Anything just call me. Anything, I give full support!!!

I can't describe how happy now!!! During the exam this morning, the only thing in my head is 10:46am = FREE. XDDDD

Anyway, I am going to introduce a new blog layout soon. This blog now looks so dead. =/

Anyway, FREE!!!

Last Countdown!!!

2008-11-11T13:36:00.002Z

Just two more days, then I will be set totally FREE~! =D

And I think it will going to be a hard time for tomorrow for Chemistry candidates. GOOD LUCK everyone including me ^^

And I think I am quite unlucky this year. My birthday clashes with the topic I fear most, Chemistry. And yet, the A2 core + application paper again. =/ Hope my birthday would at least bring me lot of lot of luck XDDD

Nothing special about my birthday this year. Just a boring and tiring 19th birthday. But thanks for HTYX which we had celebrated the November babies' birthday, earlier at 31st OCT. HAHA Well, I didn't expect that to be a surprise party, instead I thought it was an ordinary dinner. Well, thanks guys!!!

I learned a lot from this year. I faced many things this year. Lot of ups and downs throughout this year. I guess I grow a bit more mature after all these. =/

Everything was going out of my track.
Things just happened in the way I didn't expect.
People is something that you can't depend on.
Friends are just passengers in your life.
Opportunities are not waiting for you unless you're prepared.
Emotion quotient is really important.
Life is not as easy as you think. =/

Out of these, there are also some positive thing...
I know more people and made more friends, expanded my social circle.
Realise how important my family, friends are.
Realise who is real, who is fake.
I am not always alone because there are always friends around me.
Improve in my music skills and writing skills.
Able to help some of my friends, i.e. in life, academy, etc
I learnt what I am strong in and what I am weak in. =]

There is lot of feeling that I want to let out. I think I am going to post another long long post sometimes after the exam. Well, there is one whole month to go before this year really end. Maybe, my point of view changes again within this month. =P So, stay tune.

Last, Happy Birthday to myself and all the best, everyone!!! =)

一个人

2008-11-08T12:06:00.000Z

微笑是你对我敷衍
卸下了面具看清了你的脸
或许是我懵懂是我太被动
谢谢你这些日子不埋怨

沉默是我唯一陪伴
走不出现实我逃避在雨天
你可以说我笨说我太烦人
因为有你我才看得见

这些年我习惯了一个人
走在自己无止境的梦
梦里的人们又单纯又善良
我何必离开再给我一次痛

这些年我习惯了一个人
把回忆当作复习的课文
不再依恋过去不再想念过去
有时候一个人生活很自由

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince

2008-10-23T14:07:00.003+01:00

OH MY GOD!!! Why do they postpone HP6 till next year?!?!?!?!

I was anticipating this movie months ago when I knew it will be released at 21/11/2008. The trailer looks attracting to me and should be better than HP and the Order of the Phoenix. And I watched all of its sneak peek.

And now, they postpone it till next year, July,2009. WHOA~ that is long long long... =/

The book is nice and hope they make this movie as nice as the book. HAHA

Mid-Break in Exam

2008-10-23T13:46:00.002+01:00

After Mathematics, I have 10days break before the "storm" begin again. And now, I am left with 9days.

Yesterday, I started to do some cleaning in my harddisk, and I deleted 15gb of videos. Whoa~ I kept lot of useless stuffs =.=

Suddenly, I felt like playing The Sims 2 and I found my disc and installed. And something horrible happened!!! After the installation, my laptop encountered "blue screen error"! Well, this isn't a big deal, I thought because I did encountered before. Then I restarted it, but still the error was there!!! I seek for solution for it in the internet and I tried every solutions but none is working =/ Oh my god! All my files, I haven't backup yet. My musics... my videos... my photos... my documentsss T.T

Till then, I have no choice to format it. Luckily, when I install the window, it asked me whether to keep all my files in a new folder after install. WHOA~! I never know this is possible. Phew~ in this case, my files are save =) But the overall process took me like 3 hours. Then I have to reinstall all those softwares. Tiring~~~

Meanwhile, I started with some accounting exercise. There is quite much that I am weak in, don't know whether I have enough time or not. And Paper 4 comes first. I saw one year, the grade threshold for A in paper 4 is 102/120. That is quite high. I can't give up any theories in the paper now =/ and can't make any single careless mistake. Haha

Besides, I still have to study the application for Chem and Phy. THAT IS REALLY A LOT! Hope I can make it in this shortage of time. HEHE

Anyway, facebook is quite active these days. People start to upload childhood photo and funny photo, and comments here and there. HAHA everyone looks so free and stress-free.

Well, this is all for today. =)

Exam near

2008-10-12T10:34:00.011+01:00

Hey everyone.

Exam is near.. really near. But still I can't really study at all. =/ Despite I didn't know how to do the past year, I still not motivated =S. How terrible is this. HAHA

Anyway, I know my blog is dead for past weeks. Well, I went to Kuala Lumpur during the holiday, but I have nothing to blog about it. No photo, no interesting stuffs. Just that I bought myself a lot of stuffs. HAHA

For this post, I just want to wish everyone including me, Good Luck!!!

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Add-on: This demo was written when I was kinda down last time. I just finalised it this afternoon with all the instruments. Going to edit again after the exam and maybe add vocal into it.

不勇敢爱你 Coward Love

2008-09-09T09:21:00.003+01:00

Hey everyone. Again, the shameless me is going to said that my latest demo is released here, today!!!

Well, before you listen, just a small reminder to take note:

Never ever expect a nice and wonderful vocal!
Never ever expect whole song to be perfect pitch!
Never ever expect an amazing melody!

If you are ready then continue below...

[不勇敢爱你]

词/曲/歌：玮轩

你那美丽的笑容
不时出现在我心中
让我心动又心痛

永远都看见你背后
远远的离我而去
却从不曾停留

懦弱胆怯的我
从不曾行动过
不敢问你不敢前进
只好默默看着你

我爱你知道吗我爱你
我想你知道吗我想你
我愿意一辈子守护你躲在你背影
选择默默不勇敢的爱你

我爱你知道吗我爱你
我想你知道吗我想你
只有你一直都是我心中的唯一
只要能看见你就可以
还是选择不勇敢爱你

Well, just another demo and I kinda like the chorus part lyrics and of course the melody. But I don't know whether there is melody alike or not because I think it is quite farmiliar. If so, do tell me. =P

And I think the lyrics this time is really straightforward, so it is easy to be understand. =)

Comment?

My recent life

2008-09-05T19:19:00.003+01:00

Times flies really fast. Soon, the term holiday is going to start and this would the longest term holiday(besides December). And due to this, I have no motivation to attend any class and study anything at all. What I know now and do now is to enjoy myself before the study mode activate. =S

I got all my mock papers back. I am quite satisfied with my papers except some.

For Accounting, I didn't really do well. I guess I disappointed my teacher =P And I only get a weak A for that. But I shouldn't expect a good score because I studied all those stuffs very last minute. And for that efforts, I think this is the mark that I should get. Overall score = 74%

For Mathematics, I could do better for my P3. There are lots of careless mistake which are easily spotted. Due to poor time management, I couldn't finish the paper on time, so I had no time for checking. Happy with my P4. Overall score = 84%

For Chemistry, I am quite happy with both P4 and P5, especially my P5(shock me). I thought I was going to fail it. HAHA. If I put more effort in application, my P4 will shine more~ HAHA. Overall score = 70%

For Physics, I am not that happy with my P4 but happy with my P5. Last day of exam... expected score. HAHA. Hope that for the real exam, I can do well. =) Overall score = 64%

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Since the last holiday, I had been playing and enjoying everyday till now~ Hang out with my friends and laugh with my friends. And of course, spending a lot of money on eating and playing.

I learn to play POKER these days and greatly addicted to it. But I really need more practice on "mind-games" and need lot of capital!!! I had been losing money on poker these days(nearly $30). HAHA. And Roger is the great winner of this game I think. Anyway, I think my luck is coming soon, perhaps tomorrow~ HAHA. You guys WAIT FOR ME to collect money!!! =)

Rummy. Another group activity for me. We had been playing it in my room for few days. Oh my god, I really can't play in my house, I never win!!! Don't know why =S Maybe my tiles beh-ngam with me.

Besides, we also done a lot of things. We had party, we swim, we lim-teh, we fool around~ So cool!!! I like this life-style. =P And of course, it is so great to know you guys! Friend-forever~

Oh yea, the photo@Hao's, I will upload as soon as possible once I activate my Adobe Lightroom. So, stay tune.

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Today when I went out for dinner@escapade, i received a message from Ting saying that she saw my car and asked me where I going. And really a long time didn't meet up with her. I think next week, we HTYX should hang out for movie and keng-kai. HAHA. I will plan that and tell you guys ^^

And for HTYX, I am sorry that I couldn't attend Chiaw's 18th birthday. You guys must be having a lot of funs =/ I owe Chiaw a treat now =P

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I guess this is all for my recent life. And I am processing a new song composition these days. Hope it will be done by tomorrow~ Stay tune!

Not Perfect

2008-08-25T18:53:00.008+01:00

Share this song with you guys. I like the way it express and the scene it gives.

[不，完美]

你常常说我很完美
没人能取代我给的一切
我就以为我努力更完美
我们就会永远

完美并不美我们多虚伪
你让我的好变成一种罪
完美并不美当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是不完美

后来你说我太完美
值得更好的陪在我身边
你不是我你怎么能体会
你有多么珍贵

完美并不美我们多虚伪
你让我的好变成一种罪
完美并不美当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是不完美

完美并不美我们多虚伪
你让我的好变成一种罪
完美并不美当你爱了谁
我的完美成了罪

I am addicted to this song recently. This is a new song from his latest album. Another three beats song with soft melody.

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It is true that if you are trying to make something perfect, in the end, it is not perfect. And because of this, you might lose something in the end.

So, if you want thing to be perfect, it is just to spoil something that is going to be perfect, and never try to make thing too perfect in your way, and better let thing be perfect naturally in its way. This is what I believe now. =S

Freedom~

2008-08-25T10:37:00.002+01:00

Last day of the mock~
First day of the temporary freedom~
WOO~

Physics is not with me for this mock. I think I probably get a low pass mark or maybe fail it?! HAHA. But I don't feel sad because I didn't put much effort in it. On last Saturday which I could have studied Physics, I chose to take a good rest because I have the whole Sunday to study. But who know, Sunday morning, I took out my Digimon disc and watched and GET ADDICTED!!! OMG?! I could studied at all for the whole morning and afternoon. Then I forced myself to study at night but I forgot the Olympic closing ceremony. And this is really a big distraction to me. So, I end up sitting in front of my television and watched!!! Then finally I got some times to study which is around 11pm. But then, I can't stand the temptation of my digimon disc, then I played and watched again till 2am. By that time, I know I should did bad for my physics. =/ But still, I don't care at all.

Well, mock end now!!! Next is to take a good rest and be happy before the papers are returned. Gotta make some plan before this precious holiday end. ^^

Bah, what is the plan for tonight? =D

Sudden depression

2008-08-23T13:00:00.003+01:00

Chemistry Paper 5 is not hard but a disaster for me =/ I did badly this time... haha... but I'm not sad for this because I didn't prepared much for it. Well, I just revised all the planning around 1am yesterday night after I watched the One million star season 3.

And I slept around 3am and woke up at 9am. I was thinking whether or not I should go school so early? And in the end, I went =P at around 10:30am. Being too high and crazy in the morning, and brain power used up in the afternoon, I was very tired and I took a nap in the afternoon. My last afternoon nap was weeks ago. HAHA

During the nap, I had some bad dream which caused me in a sudden depression now. Well, I actually forgot what my dream is about. Just that the bad and sad feeling is still inside me. =/

When I woke up, I started to do some thinking, more to my life and more to my circle. I found myself being too extreme about everything which I hate myself for. No one ever did bad to me, just that I hate people for no reason =/ and to those who care about me, I felt annoyed. Well, I don't know what happened to me. So, I guess these days I will be in a terrible mood swing, so think twice before you joke to me =/ Sigh~

Regarding my post about my friend in my previous post. Okay, I feel kind of guilty now. =/ I know I am too sensitive to everything and being too panaroid everytime. Know what, I just don't feel like losing this friend.

That night, I talked to someone about this and he said just treat him as how he treat you. Well, I understand, but I can't.

Oh gosh... I really don't know what to do now. I sense that the friendship bond is breaking now. I guess that the guy had read my blog and start to ignore me in life. =/ Sigh~

Actually, it is really hard for me to hate anyone. And this happened only once or twice in my life(till now). So, as this guy never did thing that is unforgiveable, so what is the reason for me to stay away from him? =/

Someone ever told me that you won't want a small thing to spoil the friendship right? Yeah, I don't want. Haha...

Anyway, one more test to go~ and hopefully everything will be alright after this mock. Sigh~

My "NEW" room

2008-08-22T13:58:00.004+01:00

Hey everyone~
Finally, after two days 不眠不休 non-stop tidying, arranging and cleaning... my room has changed its internal arrangement~! All these is because a new member has joined me in my room. It is entirely huge, so I need rearrange my room setup. The new member is my wardrobe~

As I said before, none of my furniture in my room is taller than me~ but now this wardrobe is taller than. =/ So scare later got spider or huge insects hide above my wardrobe. =S I hate that~ because that ever happened when I had my previous wardrobe. Well, despite all these, I like my wardrobe~

Now, take a look at my "new" room~

My original bed and its original position.
Except that the place I put things is cleaner and tidier now =P
And again, my lovely bedsheet~ <3

WOO~ The main character of today.
But then I am taking with my phone so not that clear.
However, you see the big mirror~~ And the sliding door.
Oh yea~ there is bulb built in the wardrobe~ romantic eh~
Due to these three things, I bought it =P
And, phew~ luckily it can takes all my clothes.

My so-called bookshelf and my mahjong table.
I moved the shelf next to my door now.
And it is not longer bookshelf(except the bottom part).
Most likely, my store for facial stuffs and foods~

My home theater and television.
Now I put all the speakers together.
Ohh.. and my PS2 at the bottom. =P
And you see a doraemon there? It is actually my door mat but I don't feel like to step on Doraemon. XDDDD

My lamp and my beloved piano~
And with the background of memories~ =)

My working place~

Result is out!!!

2008-08-21T10:36:00.002+01:00

The biggest news for today in Brunei is the release of GCE O and A level result. Finally, after a long times... Since we knew that it had arrived in Brunei like week ago... HAHA

Again, I am shocked by my result just like last year and the year before. I predicted "abb" "abc" "acc" for this times but phew~~~ the god of luck is with me again =) And now, I no need to retake those papers again this November =) that I can totally concentrate on my A2 components. Hopefully a straight A for my A level. ^^ But that also means that I need to put double effort to ensure an A in A2. =/ But seems September holiday is so long, I think I can. =)

Congratulation to those who get good result. And Cheers to those who didn't do well this time. Well, this is not the last chance, still got November =)

My life . My circle . My future

2008-08-20T13:37:00.005+01:00

Hey everyone~

This is going to be a "long" post. HAHA =)

I had my Mathematics yesterday. The papers were not really hard but I just need extra time for checking and solving. Then today was a tough war for me =/ Accounting in the morning and Chemistry in the noon. Woo~ And yet, I was not motivated to study for them. But both the papers were quite fair, as long as you studied then you can do and of course with extra care. I did a stupid careless mistake in my accounting. ARghHHH! Feel like killing myself. How could I did that =S Chemistry is a lot man... have to keep on doing without taking any rest. Same to chemistry, as long as you studied, you can answer. However, I didn't study too detail for this mock, so I am not expected for a good score.=/

And now, my next test is on Saturday afternoon which means I can take a good rest now, doing my own stuffs =) Today, my wardrobe finally arrived(well, I just bought yesterday). A two sliding door with a big mirror attached to one door. I kinda like it but it seems big in my room. Later, I am going to rearrange my room. Change the stuffs position(change feng-shui). HAHA. Guess somewhile later, I will post "My Room @ 2008" soon. And of course with photo. So if you're interested. Stay tune~ =)

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Many stuffs happened these days that lead me to do deep thinking. About my life, my circle and my future. This is really annoying and suffering because I always tend to think of the bad side. =/

My life. Honestly speaking, I am not really satisfying with my current life. It is sort of dull and monotonous. I really need some events or "ingredient" to spice it up. Everyday is just the same routine: School, home, out(limteh) and repeat again. I want something more special that can my life more memorable. But I think nothing will be up till the exam finish. =/

My circle. I glad I know few good friends this year and of course how treasurable the friendship is. Of course, out of these, I also learn that not everyone is your friend. Maybe I was once his friend, but I am not now. Well, actually this is kinda "sad" that I lose this friend but what can I do because I was not his friend in his mind I think. Despite how good I treated him, the relationship seems further part. Even outsider can sense that. So, should I continue to act blind? HAHA The reason that he gave me was that I too "stick" to him so he chose to interact less with me ! Okay, I was kinda pissed off by that stupid reason. Because I treat him as my friend, so when I am out, I ask him to go out. When he was alone, I chose to stay and talk with him. When he got problem, I help him to sort out... and now this is the reason that this friendship fade. =.=" Well, if you are not my friend, why would I bother to talk with you, ask you out, help you... Maybe just that in your view, I am not a good friend. HAHA or Maybe we are not meant to be friend at all. So what can I do? Less interact? Maybe this is the only solution that is good for us.

As I read XiaXue's blog and I found what she said is quite true. This kind of people just don't respect the relationship. =/ So, I don't know what is the point to continue. =S

Anyway, those good/close friends are really good and caring. When I am down, they are there to listen. When I am pissed-off, they tried to make my laugh. When I am boring, we go out. When I am high, they high with me. When I am in trouble, they help me to sort them out.

I am so lucky to know you guys and be friend with~ HAHA And I believe this is what really a friend do. The reason to be friend =) We enjoy the fun together, we suffer the bad together (有难同当，有福同享).

My future. Okay, this is really headache. As soon as A level end, there comes those application to university. And yet, I am not really sure that what am I going to study and where to study. And I don't think I am eligible to any scholarship based on my not motivated study mood. xD And yet, I dream a lot of good future despite the poor performance of my academic. LOL

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Okay, I guess I need to clean my room now =) Anyway, appreciate your reading and visiting to my blog =)

Sick and Bad

2008-08-14T17:13:00.003+01:00

Well, I feel quite sick and bad now. =/

I feel that I am going to have a fever soon which I hope I am wrong. =/ I don't want a fever during my exam. It will definitely spoil my thinking and analytical skills. I always sweat and feel really hot these days even though I on my aircon and have it blow directly at me at its lowest temperature. Haiz~~~ Hope I can get well as soon as possible.

Next thing is that I really need someone to punch me to wake me up. Pull me from my laziness to my motivation!!! Mock is really important to me and yet I still haven't touched any of my subjects just except those revisions done in my class which I simply wrote answer without refering to the notes(almost all wrong). I thought I can get motivated when I realised I really know nothing of those subjects but it seems like none of them really frightened me =/ Oh gosh.. what can I do now? Hope by tomorrow, I can at least finish studying my Chemistry application.

Another thing is that I feel so bad because I am spoiling my own friendship which I just realised. Before, I thought it was my friend doing that but it was actually me. Being too panaroid and over-react to everything. And being too "sticky" to my friend causes a distance in between. =/ Guess, I really need to hit myself very hard to wake myself up. Stop all these stupid stuffs. HAHA

Anyway, just now went to play Rummy again. This time, I shared with Calvin and won $49 altogether. HAHA... =P I think I get banned by them soon. HAHA

Bah, I guess this is all for today. Night~